This is me

New blogskin

2007-12-28T12:25:00.000+08:00

Created at work.
Using a very lousy software.
Will to touch up. When go home.
(Some how..)

Still debating between wordpress or blogger.
*sighs*

Vote, maybe? :)

Change of blog host

2007-11-22T15:39:00.001+08:00

Hey guys,
I intend to change blog host for awhile.
To test it out. The new URL is this.

http://arilyvinnie.wordpress.com

It will be on "trial run" for a period of 1 - 3 months.
:)

Tata! (PS: this blog isn't close. Just hiatus for this period)

Something to Share

2007-11-16T17:32:00.001+08:00

My office blocked Blogger.com T-T
Means no more photo blog from work place. ROFL. This is sad. T-T
Now I wish, either company gets me a laptop.
Or someone just gift me a wireless adapter for my desktop at home :3

Anyway, the thing i wanted to share, is a thought I had.
When people always say

These XXX (country) people always come to our land and steal our job

But to me, we, Singaporeans, are doing worst damage to their economy.

They might come here to steal our jobs.
But our bosses goes to their country and steal their MARKET.

Count the money that we are eating up from their country
and the salary they are taking from our land.
The difference are pretty huge.

So think again.
Small fry in Singapore complains about jobs being stolen.
But if you are aiming for big dreams.
You won't complain in the first place.

Everyone starts small.
But only people who wants to remain small, complains about it.

So dream big, and stop whining. :)

[Blog through gmail] & {Edited from home at 9.45PM}

Extreme Busy

2007-11-15T20:31:00.001+08:00

I got NO time for blogging.
Sorry for those that I've forgotten throughout this period.

Give 3 marts (don't ask what it meant, cause i don't -.-)
ACM, ESM and OMM. This whole project consist of 3 different phases.
No one guide me in the knowledge of what does each phase consist of.
After 6months in this project, phase one is officially DONE.

Comes in phase 2. And guess what? My ESM,ACM and OMM is like the major freaking spotlight throughout phase 2! Without me knowing!! By the time I REALLY know what is going on, I'm left with like.. what... 3 weeks to complete whatever is left.
(WHICH is A LOT)

Been rushing job here and there. ACM now is officially in Production. I got to like monitor the whole freaking thing and error keep popping here and there. I guess my Team Leader was teaching me in the tiger way. Throw me in the wild and let me to die or survive. That depends on me. For the past few days (since last week wednesday) I've been running around in the office like mad women, working OTs on Fridays. (Which i can actually go off at 5.30!! half an hour earlier than usual working time) Until like 9pm 10pm.. Feel so dread and tired. No mood for outings. (But there are events that I can't say no to. Like cute adoncia's baby's first month celebration. MUST GO!!! x3)

Been trying to calm myself down about work and personal life. I do have the urge to go out some times. But the job actually kill my urge, instantly. -.- I feel like an adult married to his/her job. (I've seen handful of them in my company) Working pass 7 or 8pm daily for the job. Making sure everything is ok. Not having any outer communication, even through the internet. (To them, internet is for work. Period.)

Of course, I'm not as Bad as they are CURRENTLY. All along i always think that Magdalene has been a hardworking lady in her workplace. I always think to myself "I can always practice good balance with work and play" and boy, I can really lie. I deceive myself for the past 6months and the consequences nearly killed me during this phase 2 implementation. I finally know what is more important. To work hard enough to get the job done and rest well at home.

I'm not a person who can really work well with stress. Neither am I good with myself alone. I can only WORK, when I know what the hell is going on. And after a good half year, I start to see the whole project clearly. (which is TOO slow) but at least not too late. I start to be thick skinned and ask people for help. Ask them to keep emailing me. Keep calling the operators like they are my boyfriends. Asking for re-run of jobs, scheduling of jobs. thanking them almost every 15 seconds in each phone calls. My highest record of calling the operators in 1 day? 11calls. Just to make sure the jobs are scheduled in the TWS, then tell them when to release the job. Re-run the jobs like 5 or 6 times. then submit MORE forms for MORE jobs to be scheduled. I feel so bad for calling them so many times that by telling them my name, they KNOW what I want. Like ;"Oh! vinnie, you want me to run the OMM job right? All over again?" feeling so shy and said "Yar yar, thanks ahh haha. *shy off*"

Damn, and my colleagues tell me that I can just call them out for coffee session already!! At least 3 operators in NCS KNOWS me. Like I called and said I'm vinnie and instantly they will like "OH!! Vinnie ah~ how can i help?" The worst part? I never know theirs!

At the start they NEVER knew who i was!! I MEAN IT!! and now they like know me in and out. this makes me feel like I'm a nuisances -_-

Today is like a rare chance for me to go home.. BEFORE 7pm. Feeling very very comfortable updating my blog with the most dry content ever. But I seriously need a place to vent my deadness of the job and myself.

Having my PMS now. Don't feel very stable, mentally. In need of someone to "sayang" me with good words that I WANT to hear. But somehow, I just can't get it. Is either I'm not expressing myself right, or simply I need to shut my fucking mouth. I never felt that how much a sweet talker can make me feel good. Even though their promises never come true. (That doesn't meant I want one, over him :3) I need a good rest... With the right people with me. I don't want to go out and walk around in the city (orchard, dhoby ghout, somerset..etc) I want to rest. Like sit down, listen to songs, read, chitchat. gossip, drink coffee/tea, watch all the busy people rushing their life through everyday, while I'm enjoying kind of thing...

I do miss the time being a kid, and sitting around town areas and looking at all the adults rushing their lunch and going back to work, with meg. :D Now what we both are in the same shoes as the adults, I wonder... are there kids out there doing the same thing as us during the old times? I wonder...

I miss being a kid... Seriously...

BBQ + PH

2007-11-09T11:14:00.000+08:00

Had meeting on the day of BBQ.
Was quite worried that we didn't have enough time.
Bleh, end up we have lots of time. ROFL :)

Mmm, what we had during our meeting on wedneday :D

Some photos taking when I'm bored in the meeting :p

The movie ticket for Game Plan (DAMN NICE) - Last Saturday

Another candid shot!

Went to Jalan Kayu's Jerry's Grill (I think) to have lunch with him :)
Quite nice, and although that place do look a little... dirty and all.
But in the cafe itself it actually gives u another kind of feeling :D

The shop :D

Our drink! :P

My Cream of Mushroom soup (Not very nice T-T)

His Minestrone soup

His steak (Stares at the potato)

DA PHOTATO!! Sooo nice *drools*

My fish and Chips, quite nice actually. But I'm pretty full T-T

After that went back to work T-T
In the evening was the BBQ for the novemember babies in our Team,
Chu Qing and Bernard. :3

At the same time, they are celebrating the implementation on the go!!
The night was very very interesting, went to colleague's condo's BBQ pit :D

Jeric, the funny guy! :p

Jeric number 2!!

The 3 blues~ ROFL!! (the center guy is the birthday baby!!)

The Birthday girl~ Chu qing! :D

My colleague and his wife!! Cute aye? :p

Bernard and Hazmar

Ai Ling!! (Ling jie jie!! ROFL) She's getting married next month!!! :3

Ling jie jie and Edeline doing funny stuns (they are like the best duo~)

Mmm, a better shot. But not good enough ~.~

THE BEST SHOT!! (Love the hand sign :P)

Man... In serious Business

FOOD!! (or leftovers? :x)

Ling Jie Jie in action!! (cooking ;x)

DA fondue! Brought by Edeline!

Here's the owner! :)

Cute little girl~ My Team Lead's Daughter :p

Her son!! (Elder) Cute right?
He was doing the power ranger stun and post for me,
to take a photo of him. Sooo cute!! ^_^

THE CAKE! :)

With candles, but... it kind of reminds me of funeral ~.~

So they shifted it and now with the birthday boy!

B'day girl and guy :)

Punishment!! Got to use mouth to take a fruit from the cake :p

Taking a candle :)

Double punishment!! ROFL!! He got the worst. :p

Cutting ceremony!

B'day girl again~ :)

They are drinking wine, the chinese way! ROFL! :p

Bernard kana sabo!!! ROFL!! Cake + water. Cute~

Group photo 1!

Group photo 2!
I wasn't in the photo, because this is taken by me. there's 2 more group photos, but it's in Jeric's phone ~,~

The Drunken Mr. Nice Guy , Alan. LOL

HAHA!! The Photographer!! :x (Ugly i know ~.~)

Went to meet up with him on PH! :)
Went to watch Bee Movie at the cathay :)
Quite nice. But the story isn't brought out in a very smooth way.
I feel that there's quite a number of hiccups during the show.
Overall : 3 out of 5 stars.

On our way to the cathay, we saw a very... typical singaporean scene.
The Cathay's Carpark is full, (with a fence stopping saying that IT'S FULL)
Yet there are like 2 rows of car, jamming the traffic, and waits there for the fence to like miraculously opens up and the red words change to carpark free or something -.-''

Took our lunch at PS pasta mania.
(I don't take photo of it, cause i don't see the need. But this, is expectional. :p

The one closer to the camera, is mine, (I finished it!!) While he, can't!!
I feel to man ~.~

This few photos are the typical singaporeans found at
The Cathay's Carpark ENTRANCE. -.-

Number 2

Number 3

Went to B&J for ice-cream Session!! :D So happy, and this is his Banana sundae.

And MINE!! Cookie Dough on waffle cone!
(part of the waffle cones I break it and pass to him :p)

BUAHHAHAHA!! his face ~.~

Went to the Ladies at Cathay, and what i found? the flusher's lid was open.
It isn't spoilt, it's opened. forgot to close kind of thing.
It nearly freaked me out. so took a photo of it :D

Went off to meet cindy darling after movie at amk.
Together with a few young boys. ROFL!!
Went to play pool and i went off to his house.
His mummy cooking!!!!

My darling~ In purple t-shirt!! SO CUTE :p

She bought me a lolipop handphone accessories!!
1 more member!! :p

Darling and me~ At Kpool. ROFL

The main reason we came to AMK ~.~
And he is LATE! RAWRRRRRR

His mom's cooking! IT'S NICE! REALLY! :D

The Donuts she bought from little red dot.
I wanted to eat, but very full T-T
End up, he ate it. BAH!

Him, doing funny face. hurhur~

HAHA, ok, thats for all now ~.~
Sorry for the amount of photos i uploaded. I know it's quite an amount.
But i can't stop myself!! Knowing that i can take good photos now!! ROFL!!
Ja ne!

Food + JASMIN BIRTHDAY!

2007-11-06T11:20:00.000+08:00

Saturday

Went to New york new york for lunch on saturday :p
I had comments from people (around 4 i guess?)
Half said it's nice and half said no.
Baby and I had our votes, we said YES! :D

Baby with his BBQ Pork Ribs :D

Mmm, Root Beer~~ x3

Baby's BBQ Pork Ribs

My Cabonara with Roasted Chicken.
(I SWEAR! I never knew the roasted chicken was a half of a chicken!!
I expected strips of chicken meat... Can't finish the chicken T-T)

Went to watch The Game Plan, very nice! I actually cried in the show T-T
I can't watch family shows, they always touch my heart (Molesters -.-)
To rate it, I'll give it... 4 stars out of 5 :3
Went to his house and played Hellgate. (HOOKED. Shit T-T)
And Spent the night there again. :D (LOVE his air-con lar!)
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Sunday

Early in the morning, his mum cooked!! SO HAPPY :3
It's like, the more complicated version of scramble eggs + Bacon!!
(love love love!!! :D) This is like so sinful but so... heavenly too. (swoon)

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Monday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING JASMIN!!!x3
Turn 20 on 5th of November!! :D
Went to Kenny Rogers to have our dinner and Kbox later :p
I missed their Macaroni and Cheese!!

Jasmin and Jason's Combo Meal
(Roasted Chicken 1/2, and a Rib (omg omg omg)
+ 4 Side dishes and 2 muffins)
See that extra hands? Hurhur, that's Jason!! :x

Mine, ROFL! 3 Side dishes, and all are pasta (shy) HAHA!!

Meggie's quarter Chicken with 2 side dishes and a muffin.
(If you notice, all the muffins are gone. ROFL :D)

KBOX PHOTOS

JASMIN DARLING!!! 20 years old pretty babe!!!
*So white, blinded*

Her Birthday Cake!! (Chocolate Mousse)

Cake with Candles :p

Mmm After making a wish and blows the candles out :D

She can't wait for the thing to finish.
(HAHA joking, we ask her to post it that way :D)

Cutting of cake!!

Mmm, her presents and DA cake ROFL :p

Asked her to take out the candles with mouth,
She's fast, no chance to take a photo of that. So ask her to post it this way.
LOL meggie say she look like vampire :[

Using mouth to take out the birthday plastic... thingy. x3

CANDID SHOT!! Of Jason and Jasmin :p

Jason and Jasmin v1

Jason and Jasmin v2 =D

DA cake!!!

LOL, during the singing, took a shot of meggie singing :P

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RANDOM

(Artistic? x3)
Was bored on the way home from his house to mine,
and the lighting was good XD

(My desk.. extreme mess!!)
I'm a busy worker.... BLOGGING :p

More photos can be found on Meggie's Blog. (After she update that is :p)
Tata!! :D

Whats your japanese name?

2007-11-05T11:56:00.000+08:00

I input : Vinnie Woo
My japanese name is
飯野弓美 Iino Yumi.

I Input : 胡心菀 (My chinese name)
My japanese name is
飯野 恵津子 Iino Etsuko
Take your real japanese name generator! today!
So the actual name for 胡心菀 Vinnie will be
飯野 恵津子(心菀) 弓美(vinnie)

Nothing to blog about. Never bring cable :3
ROFL! Will update tomorrow. :p

Heartless Ang Moh + Helpful Singaporeans

2007-11-02T10:04:00.000+08:00

Surprise, surprise...
I've always think that those stupid ang mohs (Or the red heads)
Will never go to other countries and act like another red head.

But singapore, there's like 3 huge red heads.
Haven't watch the Video uploaded on youtube yet,
but heard that the 3 ang mohs actally bullied the trishaw uncle.

This is the article from stomp :Ang Mohs bully old trishaw rider
This is the link to youtube video : slowest taxi in southeast asia

After reading I felt so sad for the uncle.
My friends (Yong Ming) said that the video actually showed them running off
a REAL taxi without paying for the fee -.-''

Aren't they asses?? *sighs*

But on the brighter side, there are LOTS of good singaporeans
(members of STOMP) actually feedback on helping.

Article on stomp :STOMPers want to give bullied trishaw uncle money & business

Kind hearted singaporeans. I'm happy :D
Nothing else to blog for now. Will update again! Tata! :3

Lerk Thai + Angry Me

2007-11-01T10:26:00.000+08:00

Went to meet up with cindy darling at Raffles to meet her friend.
Then went to Bugis to eat. (Had Lerk Thai)

I accidentally deleted 3 pictures (shift + delete T-T)
So this is what is left *sighs*

In the meeting, where my PQM (Project Quality Manager)
brought us Munchy Donuts :D Those are just some of my colleagues :3

Lemon Chicken :3

KAKONG!! :D

Tom Yam Soup!! MY FAV!!

My small serving of it (drools)

Otah~ Cindy darling don't like, cause got "ba jiao" spice in it ~.~

Her Dessert Ruby (water chestnut dye to pink) I don't like. LOL

One of the photos that I can never retrieve is the Mango with Rice (Thai Dessert)
Quite nice, 'cept that the mango was sour ~.~
Went off to buy her sister's present (bags) and then wait for her gan er zi.
Then went around trying to search for wallet.

Then her gan er zi came and went for dinner.
After which i went home.
During the period from 10 all the way till 11.30.
My mum called me 3 times!!

She never call and rush me home in the past like she do now!
1) She don't want to pass me the keys to my aunt house
2) I ALREADY warned her that I'll be late home.

So, yesterday night she kept on calling and asking me where I am.
It's late already etc etc.
I TOLD her on her first call, I won't be home early.
Around 12 plus, but will still take public transport.

So I DID reach home around 12.40am.
She open the door and start saying "Told you come home early right?."etc etc...
I told her off straight "I told you I'll be late right? Now my fault lar?"
My aunt was in the living room too.

The quarrel lasted for like 20 mins or so.
She kept on insisting that I should come home early.
When my aunt told her in the end that it's ok.
Got time pass me the key.

Then she fucking move on about money.
Mum :"Got take out 100 dollar not?" (Not in a friendly tone by the way)
Me : "Yar, what? Scared I won't give aunt the money ah?"
Mum :"I told uncle you will give him 100 bucks for the bills"
Me :"WHAT?! I thought you said give aunt and not uncle?"
...

Ok, cause previously, my mum told me never to pass the money to uncle.
Always pass to aunt or cousin (Jimmy) to pay the bills.
Now she go and open her mouth without thinking and told uncle!
(She said so ok? Not to pass to uncle for certain reasons -.-)

Ok I'm fine passing the money to him.
But I don't like my mum to act this way.
As if I won't pay.
As if I'm thick skinned.
Please lar, Gan Jiong Spider.
I feel like slapping her and tell her to shut up.

Damn irritated.
I'm already feel shit when I'm out and knowing that I can't buy a single shit.
Cause I need to save up for bills and even paying things.
It makes me feel that she scared I'll throw HER face.
Like want me to be like THEIR children.

Even Jing don't reach home early (because of her school work)
I'm fucking turning 21 next year.
Stop acting like I don't know what I'm doing.
I know. Aunt know.
I even told her I always reach home late.
Please pardon me. She's fucking fine with it lor!
DAMN PISSED!! RAWRRAWEGWkaergheh

Ok, shall stop here. Shan't continue anymore.

Rushy start

2007-10-29T15:30:00.000+08:00

This is a crazy start of the week,
the front line team (call them eCustoms)
are now doing the monitoring of the production.
While us (the eDW) are doing the final touching for
our own production. Which is after them..

(This is all for phase 1 and there's 3 in total -.-)
I'm still doing development and feel the stress. SHIT!

I need a break and therefore, I'm here blogging. :D
Photos will be uploaded later (appending to this post)

Went for dinner at Country Manna located at Serangoon Garden.
Not bad, but isn't as good as what I can remember from other Country Manna.
I guess it happens because each place's have different management? Mmm..
Here the pictures :D

The Menu

The Country Style Chicken Soup.

My Peach Tea x3

Nat's Lamb-something-with-garlic. XD

My Chicken-Something xP

Uncle and Auntie's Combo Meal (Ribs, Chicken and don't know what =x)

Photos of my ke ai de Rabbit and Meow :D
(Had lunch in office on monday. Free!! :p

My Rabbit + Meow! Hugging to my lunch box :p

My Rabbit + Meow! Hugging to my lunch box :p [version2]

Testing out the camera :X

Had Sumo-House Lunch for Today (tuesday) and last saturday!!!
Mmm Happy :p

Deep fried Ebi, Fish, Chicken and scallop bento. ONLY 6.90!! :D [Today's lunchie!]

My Sumo-house lunch before steamboat. (On saturday :p)

His Bento :p

Sunday noon went back to my old house and moved all the leftovers of my mum's.
She has tons of things to bring over!! Shocked!! ~.~
Still left with dad's old VCDs, told uncle and cousin to choose some and taken back.
Rest can throw away. LOL :D

Cousin doing funny face on uncle's lorry.
ROFL :o

MY EMPTY HOUSE T-T

[The 2 people looking up for illegal VCDs :X]

[Yeah, my cute cousin :D]

Taken with my cousin, Look at her face!! RAWRRR (hugs) ROFL :p

When I was taking the photos, i actuall feel like I'm going through a haunted house.
No more homey feeling. *sighs* This is sad.

Chocolate given by my Cindy Darling!!

The cover!! :D

:p The chair @ steamboat. ROFL!! It wrote AMK. (Mmm AMK-AriLy thats me! :p)

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Bye bye~ :D

Concert, Ikea and Rude Singaporeans

2007-10-28T17:53:00.000+08:00

Went for Shunzo Ohno's concert.
For more details of Mr. Shunzo Ohno click here.
The concert was good.
But I just can't appreciate jazz... ~.~

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Went for steamboat yesterday with cindy darling and AMK people.
So happy to see her lor!!! (Photos will be uploaded next time.)
She gave me a Tiramisu White Chocolate with Almond.
So nice!! All my favorite becomes one!! x3 darling!!
Went to Nat's place and rested. :D

Early morning went to katong for breakfast...
Accompanied him and his parents to Ikea to get his bed.
Gosh, I notice the way Ikea put the price tag is very very misleading.
(Plus the way the products are being placed)

The bed he wanted to buy comes with a bed head compartment,
(which can be used to keep things and all)
So when we saw the bed, was looking at the bed price.
It wrote 400+SGD, thinking that it's a nice buy.
(Queen size btw)

When they were discussing of finding one of the Ikea worker to talk about purchasing the bed, Nat saw that the bed frame was a little... detached from the shelf... so then I noticed that there's an extra price tagged on the shelf (the extra compartment). Walked over and see a "bed head frame set" or something like that and the price was different. It wrote 300+SGD, feeling that the price of the item doesn't telly, told him about it. So we re-confirmed the price with the Ikea customer service-er, and yes, it cost differently... So in fact, the whole "set" is made up of 2 different pieces... LOL but I have to admit that this combination is good. If I have the money and is refurnishing my house, I might get that as my bed (however thats not my ideal :D)

Had lunch at Ikea, only ate 10 Swedish meatballs and 1 piece of potato, feel full (like finally!!)
Went home and pass my stupid and idiotic Sony Ericsson K610i to my cousin (Jimmy) and he passed me the phone that I never expect to claim ownership to, which is Sony Ericsson K800i. I almost fly to the moon when Jimmy told me he was going to trade in my "auto-switch-off-cum-hang-pro-handphone" of mine, so to get himself a new phone. So now, I'm proudly say that I'm DA owner of K800i!!! ^^

Uncle came home and went off with my and Jing (another cousin) to my old house and clean up the leftovers. Took photos of my old and EMPTY house, which sadly I got to leave, but never mind! Vinnie!!! Believe in the future, there will always be better things out there for you. You might have lost a house, but who knows? At the same time, better things come before you. A boyfriend, closer relationship with my cousin and her family^^.

On our way home to aunt's house. This is where the RUDE SINGAPOREAN comes in...
*Breathes in.... and breathe out*

Ok, after typing so long, I'm pretty much cool down, BUT still pissed. So let me explain.
My uncle, drives the lorry to the one way lobby (with shelter, and it's raining). Stopped and we start unloading, there's only me, my uncle and my cousin (whom is pretty ... carrying the light things and bulky stuffs are me and my uncle)
While we have to move from the lorry to the lift lobby, it's quite a distance and we are no superman nor superwoman, so we have to do like over 5 trips for all the things.
The drive through of the lobby is wide enough for 2 cars to drive pass, so to allow one car to load or unload people or things. So we are the "unload" car. HOWEVER, there's this inconsiderate piece of shit that parks his car right NEXT to us... Don't understand? Let me show you the illustration, but please, bare with my ugly drawings.

Ok so you see, there's this indian family that are sending their grand father to somewhere, by hiring a taxi, so it's waiting behind us, but at the start there's no noise or whatsoever. Later, there came the BROWNS, the asshole (in black car) he was there HORNING, and guess what? I was actually ON the fucking lorry, going JUMP down the car, (to carry the things from lorry to the lift lobby, and fuck, HE MOTHER FUCKER ACTUALLY HORNED, imagine, in a drive through with a fucking shelter will fucking ECHO the sound to even louder, IT MOTHER FUCKER GAVE ME A HEART ATTACK, I nearly fall off the freaking lorry. I was pissed, Very, but i kept quiet and walk to the lift lobby with my things...

At that time, the horn starts to circulate... the taxi doesn't dare to horn, but some asshole decided to start the "horning harmony". My uncle start exchanging words with the BROWN. I walk back, hearning the shoutings and got really really angry, as the Indians and the BROWN know that my uncle's english isn't good and start firing him with ENGLISH. mmm, HELLO MOTHER FUCKERS. I CAN FUCKING UNDERSTAND ALL THE WORDS YOU SAID.

The Indian start shouting, saying that my uncle was inconsiderate to actually UNLOAD the things at the shelter... THE FACT is, it's made to let US and practically anyone to unload and load things at that area!! THEN WHY THE FUCK THEY MAKE IT 2 LANE AND NOT 1??!!! I was so fucking pissed, I walk over and shouted (I do not see the point of being polite to him when he wasn't even being nice to my uncle.) "Can't you see we are unloading, this place is built, for us to do so. What rights do you have to say us, can't you see that there's only 3 of us? we are not even fucking parking here right? We are just unloading things, can't you wait?"

That Indian shut up and that BROWN, mother fucking BROWN decided to be an ass, and kept on horning and wind down the window, I only shouted one word, "ASSHOLE!" and kept on clearing the stuffs on the lorry (and that was the last trip needed)

Before I walked off, the Indian said "You are rude" My come back? "You started it" He shut up. People with no reason, don't come around and start proving you are right, when you are NOT even RIGHT in the first place, we have all rights to do what we ARE doing then. So if you CAN SEE, we are UNLOADING, you can actually ask the taxi to move somewhere and by having a few "drizzle" of rain won't melt your grandfather.

For the BROWNS (I'm fucking racist, you forced me to). I fucking don't care that it's your festival or whatsoever, I'm here doing my things and stop being an ass, if I'm really pissed, I might just walk up to that guy in the black car and shouted at him at make his day REAL good. But no, I decided to let him feel "superior" for this time. If they let me see them around in this estate (the browns and not Indian) I'll make sure he walks with his head down. PIECE OF SHIT!!!!!!

Ok, enough venting, going to bathe now, going out for dinner. BYE!!

Thursday

2007-10-26T14:42:00.000+08:00

Had lunch at A-Mei Cafe.
Ate it's mutabak (i think it spells like that.. I think)
Drank it's Teh Chino Ice. ROFL~

Actually have nothing much to blog about.
Cause I've been busy working.

Pictures of my food~ :p
I'll say the taste of the food isn't bad.
But not good either. Mmm...
Yar.. Got another place is nicer!
But can't remember the name.
(I think is caterina or something like that lar)

My Teh Chino Ice~

Mutton Mutabak :D

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Don't know what to say anymore.
But going for another religion performer's concert.
Mmm Trumpet this time. So excited :p

Went to AMK one of the coffee shop to eat carrot cake.
I think I'm darn hungry. Didn't take any photo.
Bahh!! Whatever. Not in the mood now

I noticed, I'm fuck busy with my life.
That every single little time i have for myself,
is to rest. Even that couldn't make me feel better.
I need, ALOT of rest...

(Those who knows me know that I sleep for over 12hrs,
now I can't i feel weird... Extremely weird. )

Shall update again some other time! Ja Ne!

1st Month

2007-10-25T10:01:00.000+08:00

Okie, I promise to reveal my Mr. Someone when our first month reached.
I believe a lot of people who KNOWS him, would had guessed.

Yes. It's him. Mr. Someone = Nathaniel Cher ^^

So yeah. HAPPY 1ST MONTH Baby! ^^

My memories & Clouds

2007-10-23T17:50:00.000+08:00

Mmm, went for lunch on saturday with mum. At block 264.
The coffee shop we often goes to.
My favorite food over there : Chicken Rice.
Took 2 photo of the coffee shop, a place that I'll miss.

The name of coffee shop

The inner of the place. Very small and cozy.. *ahh. I miss it now*

Met up with Mr.Someone and he helped me with moving of the house.
(Gan Dong) ^_^

Set up my PC on sunday.
(No internet tho ~.~)
But at least I can watch some anime now.
(Since I never seem to have time for it in the past :p)

MY Computer!! Now on a chair. No on table.
(I cross leg and seats on floor)

Mmmm, monday night went to meet up with my CB laogong.
He need to buy thing for his sister at tampines. ROFL
ROFL, budget chatting. Bought a bottle of ice lemon tea and rot until 11pm.
Went to meet up with mum and took bus home. Dead -.-''
(Brought nutrition bars to put in office to munch.
When I'm stress, I munch, and if i munch,
it's better to be healthy food than junks, no? ^^)

DA BARS :x

Came to work today half heartedly, as usual.
Worst? my previous post mention about the stupid problem.
They actually got to call up to the Datastage adminisrators to "restart" the server.
It makes me feel so damn fucking useless and dumb lar. FUCK!
I HATE YOU DATASTAGE. _|_(-.- )

Company giving out notebook/diary for all the workers in NCS.
Got mine today. So happy. It looks so NICE!! (as in professional :x)

Took a photo of the new singapore cash note of $20 bucks.
Quite pretty. But i used it. :p

Notebook Cover

The inner of the notebook

DA MONEH!!! :p

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Photos of clouds!! :p

MOON!!! Cute isn't it? Day is still around and moon already appear ^^

Mmm, thats all for today bah. Shall blog next time ^^

DSR_EXECJOB (Action=7);

2007-10-23T10:35:00.000+08:00

Hi,

I've encounter this problem, after a failed run of SSH script.
All I did was run the script which will call up the datastage job.
However, the job didn't end successfully.
It ended with a Error (3) = Abort.

Usually, my scripts will end with exit 0 / 1 / 3 (either of the number.)
And the command prompt will appear for next input.

For this case, it didn't and I assume nothing much is going to be wrong.
So i short cut "ctrl+c" for the command prompt and went back to check on my DS job. Which is also then I started editing my DS job at Designer. When I'm done and tries to compile the job. It says

"Cannot get exclusive access to executable file for job JB_ESM_LD_900_MASTER_ENTP"

After which i try to reset the job, it comes up with this error message.
"Error calling subroutine: DSR_EXECJOB (Action=7); check DataStage is set up correctly in project eDW_dev
(Subroutine failed to complete successfully (30107))"

Plus I can't gain any access to delete, reset or even compiling the job, using the manager account. I tried to clean resources at Director, but I've found nothing to clean. (I closed my Director before doing a clean resource) Please help.

I hope to resolved this problem asap.

Thank you and regards,
Vinnie Woo

-sighs- Seriously got no idea how to fix this fucking problem,
tried asking colleagues (who suppose to be damn pro at Datastage)
Even he can't solve my problem. AHHHH *bang wall*

---

NOW I GOT MORE ERROR!!!

Error writing to RT_CONFIG1174

Woohoo! GREAT!! Fucking Great! Just too damn great!! ( -.-)_|_ IBM.

Chewy Junior!!!

2007-10-19T11:14:00.000+08:00

Mr.Someone came to pick me up yesterday and brought me more cupboard boxes ^^
Thanks baby. Went home and went for dinner. Subway!! (I ate 1 foot again. ~.~)

Went home and packed some small things and bring over to cousin house.
Waiting for Kazehana aka YongMing. He said he bought Chewy Junior for me!! Free!!
Woot!! ARIGATO NEH !!

Met him at the LRT and took my half a dozen of chewy junior.
Extremely happy~

Had 1 when I went home and another in the morning before i leave the house :p

Mmm... Colleague just sent me a 10minute song sang by gu ju ji (古巨基)
Very nice. Is a compilation of Chinese and Cantonese songs.

Now listening it... mm... Loving it... now he is playing 神啊！救救我吧
Original singer is Xiao Chun.. But he isn't bad at it...

Ok.. enough of the song... Didn't know what to say now..
Just mind blank.. Mmm... Going cycling with carol this saturday night.
A little scared actually. ROFL! Hope my stamina for cycling still survive. heh.~

Shall update when there's REALLY things to update again bah... Tata!!

Download the song here [[Gold Song]]

Secrets

2007-10-18T16:55:00.001+08:00

Are really really hard to keep.
Now this is like a challenge.

I had my Mr.Someone. (Whom I'll disclose.. SOON)
Now I actually had some secret forum access.
That not ALL of the forum members can get.
Pretty cool.

But now i got to post... before thinking :P

Hmmm.. Nothing much to say today.
Shall continue another time. Bye~

Packing + Lost Kitten T.T

2007-10-17T15:24:00.000+08:00

Took half day off today.
The movers came over. Got to pack up and all.
Help mum sort out things of mine and brother's.
Man... He has more comic than I thought.
There's like minimum of 4 BIG boxes of them.
(Mine at most was 1 and half)

Packed his games. (MMPORPG + Single players)
Dismantled his computer. (Gonna move it to cousin's)
I can't live without it!!

Remember the little kitten keychain given by Mr.Someone?

I lost it yesterday!! Was so sad!!

Went for dinner with Mr.Someone at Century Sqaure.
Went into Comic Connection for a walk.
Saw a very very cute rabbit keychain...
Hurhur, he bought it for me again :p

Cute?~~ It has wings and the yellow thing on the ear is a halo!!

Came home and pack up all the stuffs.
Found some text books used in polytechnic times.
(memories~ ~ ~)

my favorite subject!! JAVA!! (SQL/Oracle wasn't bad too :P)
*phiss* I know carol LOVES Oracle, Mr.(banabus?)

My another Favorite subject!! JAPANESE!!
*Proud* Distinction for it!!
But failed Basic Network Technologies (F) on the same semester. BAHHH

After packing.
Took some photos of my room.
Plus all the computer stuffs,
that I'm going to bring over to cousin's house. heh.

The computer stuffs that I'm gonna bring over. :)
The black parts on the left is speaker and xbox :p

My emptied wardrobe. ~.~

Emptied shelf, all my story books and comics.. GONE T.T

All the things that I'm going to bring over to my cousins
+ those in the cupboard boxes are going in the warehouse. ~.~
[DO not stare at the drawing. I know its nude.It's ART!]

Ok.. Nothing much to update today.
Shall update again tomorrow then...

The fact that I can't play audition at home for the next...
who-knows-when kind of sucks. Bahh....

So many things to settle with.
Bills, transfer of internet connections.
Changing of address and all. *sighs*

Meeting meggie tonight. Hmm...
Hope it's a peaceful night today...

A Dream

2007-10-16T23:59:00.001+08:00

I had in the past, during my polytechnic time.
I had this dream, that shows me and Mr.Someone out together.

I told some people,
even joke with them saying that it's impossible to be with Mr.Someone.

Soon after, the dream was long forgotten.

Since young I always dream of things that happen in the future.
Not important ones. Just some little event or talks.

I will feel the familiarity of the event when the real thing comes.
Like when part of a conversation,
I can feel that someone had say the exact same thing.
But the thing is, I've dream about it.

Ok, so last time I thought it was some senseless dreams.
(Sometimes, the de javu can be mix up with those no meaning dreams)

But during saturday morning, when Mr.Someone and I went out for breakfast,
with his parents. I feel it again. It took me a few days to recall,
when I had this dream. It was during my polytechnic time.

Sometimes, life can be really funny and cheeky.
You will tell yourself, over my dead body that XXX can be with me or whatsoever.
But when the thing really happen, somehow, it actually fit in so much nicer,
than any other relationships I've ever got into.

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.
.
.
.
.

Packing up the house currently.
Typed this post from work, to home.
LOL, (currently it's 12mn -.-)

Hmm, getting very short term memory nowadays. *sighs*

Promise meg to go with her to courts on Wednesday.
Then went to book kbox with colleagues today. BAH! Dumb right?

Just emailed them saying I can't go.
Hope things will be fine bah ~.~

Feeling very sad that this house is going to be gone in days.
Feel that there's no time left for me and this house anymore.
Feel the lost of memories, happiness, pain, sadness and all the things.

I will miss the home as much as I miss my cats.
(You know how important I look at cats)

It's very sweet for Mr.Someone to have his dad drove down to pick me up from work.
ROFL~ Sent me home and accompanied me for dinner.
(His parents went off though)

Thanks for being there.
To bring me through my tough times.
Bring me back to reality when I'm floating away.
Thanks for making me feel that there's still hope in life.
Although you always hit me with all the fact and truth.

Thanks for being such a big heart to let me whine and ask for the impossible.
Thank you Mr.Someone. ^^

Alright, shall stop here for today. Will update with photos tomorrow I guess ^^

Something interesting

2007-10-15T11:57:00.002+08:00

POSTED BY: ME!! on wlny forum. Topic : Sunshine Empire (MLM company)
The Quotes are all from : Hengzzz (user)

Erm.Since we're from mlm companies.the only company i will view as equal fair challengers and chances of earning more money is those upright comapnies like bwl n etc.

i dun anyhow spilt @ companies if i dun gt enough evidence from pple,sg forums n etc.

u gt heard of swisscash n etc-->all are under ponzi schemes.

Hmm, hengzzz, in what RIGHTS do you have to term different companies as UPRIGHT or FAIR Challengers, when in the first place, you are judging them by the "failure" and "partners" they have and failed. Swisscash and SE might be the same from a point of view. But if one fails, it doesn't mean another will do too.

If I were to term the way you put your words, I must say, you are just thinking that It's a scam, BECAUSE there are people who "failed" in swisscash and thus, it MUST BE A SCAM for SE. Sorry Mister, No it doesn't work this way. Stop terming other companies as blacksheep or whatsoever.

In the first place, people place trust in different companies, like yours for example. What if someone comes around and tell YOU that your company is one of the BLACK SHEEPS? Doesn't feel good right?

So stop going around and spreading words about other companies, esp when it's not something good. If they are really scams, PROVE IT. They are still working very well and earning, GIVE ME THE FREAKING PROVE, that they are scamming the money of people in the company. Are you telling me they they are taking all the GPs and not returning the money AT ALL? Are you trying to say that those people who are earning all the profits AREN'T an EXAMPLE of success?

I believe there are black sheeps in singapore that are spoiling the market for MLM. But Look at SE. how long has it survive? How many investors, or even customers they have. And most importantly, how many people complained that they have been SCAMMED by SE?

Look at this point aye? I know that SE needs the customer to be SM to start (for the best lar) The better was to put a GP on your own to "ensure" yourself with some profit gain, in the next 1 or 2 years, even if you did not introduce friends to join you. But the best is to bring in more people and yes, the company will give you bonus for the people you brought in. Just like doing a commission in sales. But in a different way. Why can't people LOOK AT THEM THAT FREAKING WAY?! *sighs*

But I do agree with Soaring hawk and Kriminot about the price of GP and all. Currently at my age, it's impossible to get that amount. They all told me to just get an SM first, but i do not find it worth while, cause i will be doing NORMAL MLM SALES promoting, If i'm just a SM. with GP, i know there's profit coming back after the 10th or 11th month, and i will HAVE some thing to PROVE to my friends that the investment works, (but in a long term)

continue,

my company taught how 2 idenify a blacksheep in mlm!!!!

WOW!! I'm impressed!! Do they come around and give you an MLM x-ray glasses and once you stare at the concept, you can see that it's a scam or not?

Please, there's no way you can identify a black sheep in MLM.
FACE IT DUDE!

i know some guys move 2 lFI liao.But still gt some old ones in coslab.furthermore,the gay guy named kevin is also from nop 1!!!!!!

i nvr say it not doing well.look @ sunshine,it also doing well.

4 yr infor,i dun define faliure as scams.Come on lar.

swisscash n sunshine empire are blacklisted by www.moneysense.gov.sg.

the swisscash is gone while se still operationing.

u think it can survive in long runs????

i dun think so.

thank you 4 yr suggestion!!!!!!!-->go where there's propect, don't get blinded

Hey hey hey, look at this post, you ASSUMED that SE IS THE SAME AS SWISSCASH just because it's being "blacklisted" by MAS and SWISSCASH has "failed". Come on!! Mr Brandon already told you. the reason they "blacklisted" SE is because there's people (like me) misinterpret about SE concept and thinks that it's an investment company. While It'S NOT! and SE already PROCLAIM that they ARE NOT AN INVESTMENT COMPANY!! (omg, feels like kill oneself for explain twice)

ROFL!! You don't define failure as scam? Than what are you trying to say about the way you proclaim about Swisscash and SE? why are they linked as SCAM, just because both is listed in MAS and one has fallen? LOOK!! OPEN YOUR EYES!! -.-

erm.i just give u an ans 2 yr previous question.

2 know wat caused the term black sheep-->is important.

but idenifty/xposed a blacksheep is more important!!!!!!!!!

In what WAY does your company TEACHES you to IDENTIFY / EXPOSE a blacksheep? By seeing how they have failed and how they are being listed in MAS? Do you even check on the real reason why they are being listed in there? Did you check with people who WORK with the company in the first place?

YOU ARE ASSUMING EVERY FREAKING THING!!!

PS: Do give me the best prove of

1) Your company isn't a scam-going-to-be like the way i assume all are.
2) The evidence of SE being a SCAM and i mean proves of people who are being SCAMMED by SE. and not "because-its-being-listed-in-MAS-blacklist-which-is-the-same-as-swisscash" thingy. Ok? ^^

Eventful Weekend

2007-10-15T10:26:00.000+08:00

Went to celebrate Mr.Someone's birthday. ^^
From Friday all the way till Sunday, busy busy busy. (x . x )

Friday : 12/10/07

Something I've drank at work. at 4.30pm!! ROFL~

MEIJI STRAWBERRY!!! :p
Off work!
Went over to Mr.Someone's house to meet up with his friend. ^^
Played board games and went off for dinner at Pizza hut :p
Went back home. Rot around and sleep.

Saturday : 13/10/07

Went for breakfast next day with his parents (o^.^o)
Took a photo of my bundong early in the morning =p
(The background is his mum. HAHA =X)
(Had beef noodle, didn't take photo, cause was busy eating. heh)

My Bundong in the early morning! x3

Went off to novena to take a walk ^^
Had our lunch there. hurhur~ Good food again ~.~

Place of the cafe : OrganicCafeXperience ^^

See how they place the utensils?? So pretty~

The starter, mushroom soup.
(It's not cream based, it all fine chopped mushrooms~!)

The drink, citrus lemon tea (I think :p)

Mr.Someone's Grilled Boneless Chicken ^^

Mr.Someone's Grilled Boneless Chicken (Taken from HIS view :p)

My...Pork something something. (The name was weird. x.X)
But the bottom is spaghetti ^^ Very nice. hurhur~

Overall display of our food!! ^^V

Lastly, is our dessert, a scoop of ice-cream (chocolate -.-)
with some strawberry jam-look-alike thing at the bottom plus fruit cocktail. :p

Went home, and took a nap... (from 4.30pm to 9pm ~.~)
Woke up and started doing the cookies for Mr.Someone's birthday :p
Didn't take the process, cause 1) I'm TIRED 2)Hands were dirty 3)FORGOT ABOUT IT!!
So the only photo taken was the ending result. Not very pretty, but something at least ^^

THE COOKIES!!!

I know the lighting is weird, taken in the early morning of 5am in my room!
(Yes, i slept at 5am.. After all the baking -.-)
PS: the cookie was still warm, so the glass bottle is vapored :x

Isn't it cute? My first attempt, I must say,
I'm proud of myself!! hurhur~ :p

Sunday : 14/10/07

Slept till like 2pm, after all the baking and cleaning T.T
Woke up and played alittle audition and went to bathe.
Meeting Mr.Someone for dinner with his parents at...
(Can't remember the place anymore BAH!!) A very nice place. Really ^^
Some photo taken during the dinner. :p

The glass of ice green tea. Free flow! :x

The salad I took. (BTW: this is a buffet, expensive one. *shy*)

SASHIMI!!!!!!!!!! *flies to the 7th heaven*
Trust me, they rocks!

Hmmm... *drools* the display of desserts,
*Takes a bucket and collects her own drool*

The ones Mr.Someone and I took together ^^ Pretty cute aye?
(PS: the desserts are nice!! Esp the ones I took. hurhur)

Went home after that. Feeling very very contented. Hurhur~ ^^
Happy Birthday Mr.Someone!!

Hmmm

2007-10-12T17:25:00.000+08:00

[Not yet!! Just love this photo :p]

Mr.Someone's birthday is coming.
Decided to do something for him.

Will post once I pass him the present :p

Going to meet up with him and his friends later.

Seriusly got no idea on what is going on later.
*Freaks out* lol.

He said movie and going out.

My heels are killing me.
*sighs*

Went to eat Sumo-house again. :p

Didn't take photos, as i've posted on it before ^^

Shall update next week, a lot of things to do this weekend!

tata!! (I hate period)

9 Reasons Running is

2007-10-12T10:39:00.000+08:00

Good for you.

Running is good for you, right? At first I thought it was stupid. It was tough, you got sore, and I could find dozens of reasons not to run. But there are also a lot of reasons why running is good for you, and here are 3 of them.

Health

1. Bones
The human bones are made to accommodate the demands placed upon them. When just sitting all day long, at the office, in the car, in front of the TV, we allow our bones to grow weaker. But if you run regularly, they meet resistance, which will lead to stronger bones.

2. Heart
Getting your heart pumping a little faster for let’s say 30 minutes every day, and especially if you also include interval training is something your doctor, and not to forget you, will thank yourself for later. Training your heart and strengthening your cardiovascular system will lower your pulse while resting and sleeping; therefore also make you more fit to handle stress.

3. Balance
When running outdoors, you have to avoid and deal with curbs, dogs, stones, branches and other miscellaneous objects. These changes in direction and speed will strengthen your balance, so next time you stand in front of the door with 3 shopping bags and need to unlock your door with your key, this everyday manoeuvre will feel easier to handle.

Appearance

4. Posture
If you run the right way, you quite automatically will lower your shoulders, use your arms to help pumping energy into your running pace and tilt your pelvis a little forward. All of this will raise your head and prolong your spine. So instead of looking like some sad, bent slave at the office, you are now a runner with your eyes set at the horizon, always looking for a challenge.

5. Waistline
Running uses a lot of energy, and few other sports or activities are more efficient if you want to drop, let’s just say 10 pounds from your waistline. And especially if you include a few extra exercises while running, like suddenly running up a hill, or jumping over low fences parkour-style, you soon need to get down to your nearest mall for a new pair of trousers.

6. The sun
When running outside, naturally the sun will sometimes stop by and say hello, rewarding you with a healthy color, to match your new slim and fit you.

Psychological

7. Yes, I can!
Ok, I won’t lie to you. It’s not easy at first. You will experience a burning sensation in your chest (it’s your lungs getting surprised), possibly a new sort of pain in your feet and legs (wow, we have to work now!) and you might get a headache, a pain in your back – or easily said, everything in your body might protest against this new lever of activity. But after a few trips, your body will adjust, and what seemed impossible (run 15 miles? Are you nuts?) Will soon be something you can easily manage. The first time you reach the goal you have set, you will be surprised how you feel. Ever heard of “runners high”? Get out there and experience it for yourself.

8. I believe I can fly
There is something about running that just feels right. Something eternal, like being a tough Greek from ancient times, that could run for days, without even getting exhausted. Running means beating the normal pace of the city, and very few things feels better than beating the bus in regards of getting from A to B – just watch those losers sitting stuck in traffic.

9. Endurance
Sometimes it will rain. Your foot might ache. You feel tired, and the wind is blowing in the wrong direction. But you still keep running, and after another dreadful 25 minutes you enter your destination and relax. So, tomorrow morning, when you have to wait a few extra minutes for the elevator, or the meeting drags on for an extra hour, who cares? I mean, remember yesterday evening. That was tough, this is nothing! You kind of take the sexy “who cares” attitude on you.

Grabbed from this website. --> justkeepthechange.

Painful feet + Ikea

2007-10-11T19:10:00.000+08:00

Wore my old black covered shoe to work on Tuesday.
(Since my current shoe is "dying".)

It gave me 4 blisters (one burst) and using up to 10 plasters!
(up to 3 on each foot, is used to prevent my blister from bursting or from growing)

Here are the photos of my poor poor feet. T.T

Where most of my plaster went to. BAH!!

The side where blister BURST ~.~ Put extra thick to prevent any pain.

I put extra like 2 plasters here to prevent the already going to burst blister from bursting. (it did not, thank goodness)

Went home feeling stung. Tired and all.
Went to sleep pretty early. :P

Wednesday was ok. Went to Ikea after work with Mr.Someone.
Saw Ariffin. He looks very arty now. LOL.

Mr.Someone ordered 15pieces of meatballs. (I ate like 5? LOL)
And got myself a Salmon. (which pretty much sucks :x)
The photos of our FOOD~

Mr.Someone's serving of MEATBALLS~ :x

Overall photo of what we had.
(He got the root beer and i got plain water~)
My salmon. Looks nice? Not the sauce! I prefer the Swedish meatball's.

Went off to walk around Ikea for awhile.
Looking at beds and all, hmmm Ikea's showroom changed a little.
Every time i gets there, I wish i have the money to renovate my house.

But yesterday was not a good thing for me to be there.
(This whole period actually)

I love to picture my room and how it can be changed and all.
But that night, I can't, cause i know that's no longer MY ROOM.

I know I need to stop thinking about renovating or whatsoever.
Cause
1) I got not freaking idea how my new apartment going to look like.
2) We are going to get the new apartment like after... 6months?
3) I'm going to live with my cousins for the moment.

So, whats there for me to think about aye?
*sighs* I guess that life huh?
It sucks. Big time.

Talking to brother's friend now, Wee Teck.
He didn't know what is going on recently.
Just updated him with my "life" and he is shocked.

The last news he knew, was my brother and dad going to NZ.
Hoping for a better life.

Now? Nah~ It got worst. ROFL!
What can i say? I'm a very lucky (or unlucky) bitch.
Yeah. He told me not to resign to my fate, ever.
But sometimes, there's not where else for you to run or change.

No extra cash, no miracles, nothing.
(ok, helps from friends , relatives and boyfriend. THAT HELPS ALOT ^^)

But it still can't change my fate.
I need to wait till this phase of my life is over.
I believe, that a brighter future is waiting for me.
I know it. I just need to pave the steps that is going to bring me there.

For now? The first step for a better life is?
CLEAR MY FUCKING DEBTS!

Thank you for reading yet, another boring post by Arily.Vinnie™
Thank you very much.

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A few photo of clouds taken this week. ^^

[Taken in the evening]

[Evening 2]

[Taken today morning]

Pretty? I think so ^^

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Went to meet Mr.Someone for lunch today.
Had a very nice and extremely fulling briyani (mutton).
AT yishun food court. You should try. It's worth the money,
and taste good. (except that it's... food court)
Didn't take any pictures for it.
(Guess i was a little too hungry :p)

Shall update again next time~ tata!
(busy busy busy!!)

姓名与人生

2007-10-11T10:06:00.000+08:00

　　姓名：胡心菀
　　笔画分别是：11(土) 4(金) 14(木)
　　天格.人格.地格.总格.外格数分别：12(木) 15(土） 18(金） 29(水） 15(土）
　　总评数理得分：80 分（吉）

　详细解说如下：

天格数理 12(木）[又称先格，是祖先留下来的，对人生影响不大]，暗示：
（掘井无泉）无理之数，发展薄弱，虽生不足，难酬志向
人格数理 15(土）[又称主格，是姓名的中心点，主管人一生命运]，暗示：
（福寿）福寿圆满，富贵荣誉，涵养雅量，德高望重。 (吉)
性情温和，表面斯文，对部属宽厚雅量，能受到尊敬与欢迎，此格适合公职人员或薪水阶层者，若想经商应从事小资本之行业，为难成大事之数，但精神生活较佳。
地格数理 18(金）[又称前运，是前半生的命运，会影响中年以前]，暗示：
（铁镜重磨）权威显达，博得名利，且养柔德，功成名就。 (半吉)
总格数理 29(水）[又称后运，是后半生的命运，影响中年到老年]，暗示：
（智谋）智谋优秀，财力归集，名闻海内，成就大业。 (吉)
外格数理 15(土）[又称灵运，主管命运之灵力、社交能力和智慧]，暗示：
（福寿）福寿圆满，富贵荣誉，涵养雅量，德高望重。 (吉)
天、人、地三才 2 5 8（木土金）暗示健康、生活是否顺利为：
　　成功运被压抑，消极，境遇难安，易生不平之念，易患胃、脑部疾病。（凶）
　　1、总论：为家庭生活而兢兢业业，辛勤努力之后终有收获，早年较为劳碌，天运五行属木、火时，中年后事业有成，名利可得。
　　2、性格：外表温和斯文，举止谦和有礼，人缘很好，但内在个性稍强，有不服人之气慨，更有眼高手低之倾向。
　　3、意志：意志坚定，工作态度积极，但耐心不佳，处事有虎头蛇尾之倾向。
　　4、事业：创业过程较艰苦，必须依赖自力而成就，中年后可以一展自己的抱负。
　　5、家庭：若为长子，父母恐缺其一，夫妻能和睦照顾家庭。应注意桃色事情发生，以免破坏夫妻情感。
　　6、婚姻：男娶贤淑之妻，替您分忧解劳；女嫁好胜好强之夫，婚后常有争吵。
　　7、子女：子女个性较顽强，容易和父母顶嘴，长大后在社会上有成功发展。
　　8、社交：人缘俱佳，能得亲朋之助，但容易和异性接近，应注意桃色事件。
　　9、精神：若欲望不太高，可得到满足，若好高骛远，只会带来精神操劳，别无所得。
　　10、财运：财禄丰足之象，但早年较辛劳。
　　11、健康：易患胃肠病或外伤。
　　12、老运：晚景物质不缺，多注重精神修养，老境自然无忧。
人格与外格(五五)搭配，暗示人际关系、社交能力、事业等信息为：
温顺忠厚，做事沉着，执拗心强。有大志，讨厌小事；性偏倔，易亲易离。能平和公正者，受众人扶持而成功。 (吉)

　更多信息：

人格数理 15 暗示性格为：
心多洗练，容易亲近，温和沉着，有雅量，对人有同情心，荣誉心强。属于能享受家庭幸福的命运。其内心有刚毅心肠，却不显于外表。有易亲近的一面，又有易疏冷的缺点，其嫉妒心稍强。
人格与天格搭配(五二)暗示成功运：
易有不平不满之状，但以本人德量可无大碍，易患肠胃疾病。 (中)
人格与地格搭配(五八)暗示基础运：
虽有灾害之虑，但能安定而有所发展。 (上)
人格或地格中有15、16、23、24、32、33、41、42等财运诱导之数（多钱财，富贵）。

The Link For this "Fortune Telling" is here.
www.gemei.com. ^^

Why

2007-10-10T14:46:00.001+08:00

Do you have to come back to my life NOW.
Telling me that I'm what you want in your life.

After like...1 whole freaking year!!!
You told me, that it was all just puppy love back then.

Why do you have to come around and say,
you finally realize that I'm what you've been wanting for.

You are living half a globe away from me.
Not having an actual career.

Why do you have to come back,
when I'm trying to love someone else.

The feelings I had for you was far more than I can explain.
But once you drop the bomb on me.

I kept the feelings down in my heart.
Not letting it out...

With the words you said to me just a few minutes ago.
It acts as the key to my deepest feelings.
It just burst into my heart.

All the heart throbbing, butterflies in my stomach,
the flush on my face for every word you say to me.

It looks so virtual. Only msn and little calls i make
(back then)

It felt so... connected. So real. Like I've never experienced.

Now do I really want to go through all that again?
Waiting for you, to earn the money to move over?
To prove to me that I'm really the one you wanted all along?

Sweetie, I got no idea anymore.
You are like the man of my life, I always thought I had lost.
Now you are back, when I'm starting a new life...

It's unfair.. VERY unfair...

I will wait, for the day that you land on this country.
I'll wait...

I'm better left dead

2007-10-09T19:24:00.000+08:00

I'm fucking emotional now.

Stop telling me to control myself.
Stop telling me about Self-Control. (I know better than anyone else)
Stop telling me I should start adapting to the new "situation".
(Cause I've been adapting like water to containers since god knows when)

I'm tired. I need someone to depend on.
Someone that can let me whine to and hear me out.
I need him to say everything is going to be fine, just let me handle it.
I need a man. Thats all I'm asking for...

_|_ this world and all the non-man out there.

-Yawn-

2007-10-09T14:40:00.000+08:00

This is what happens, after you had a very fulling and nice lunch with colleagues.
Went for a long lunch today with my colleagues. Celebrating 2 of their's birthdays.
(One's actual day is today)

Went to United Square to have our lunch. At this restaurant/Cafe call Bungalow(Tapas).
A very nice place... *yawn* ok, I'm starting to get sleepy and can't think of a way to describe it.

I only took photos of the food consumed by (me, except for 2 :p)
So yeah~ Here's the pictures! ^^ (We order a set meal :p)

(Soup or Salad?)

Mushroom soup. (full of chunks of chopped mushrooms. Not bad)

(Greens!! WITH MY BALSAMIC VINEGAR! :p) -- My colleague's dish

[Main Course] - The only 2 who ordered pasta :p

My Seafood Linguine Caper Cream (Very nice... :p)

Colleague's Spicy Garlic Prawn Linguine ^^

!!!Dessert!!!

MY DESSERT!!! (Actually has 2 cherries on top. But As usual, I don't consume any cherry food. So i pass both to my colleague. But took one back to take a photo. :p) Colleague ask why all only has 1 cherry when i got 2. (I guess the waiter was kind to me, cause he mistook my order of vanilla ice-cream as chocolate, so gave me one more cherry.. Man, should had gave me almond flakes instead :p)

~Drink~

My 1/3 drank Lime-Juice :p

The website of this restaurant/cafe ^^
BungalowTapas

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The overall was nice. Except that i can see the waiter was very very pissed with my project quality manager. LOL. she will voice out, as long as things doesn't seem to be the way it should be. They ordered this chicken chop-look-alike with a japanese rice by the side, but somehow, the rice seems to be "uncooked" and she demand a change of it. At first the guy change it to another serving of rice, but same condition, so he recommended mash potato or fries. (shake head) I really pity that guy. I was being very (maybe extremely) polite to the waiters. LOL. I kept saying thank you, when they are serving me the food, drinks and dessert. :p

I feel that it's the best way to show my appreciation of their services. ^^
(I guess that's also why he gave me extra cherry. LOL *proud* :x )

Okie, shall update again soon~
-Yawn- I'm tired and drunk, from the good food...

Cute Egg Tarts!!! + Unfaithful

2007-10-08T16:17:00.000+08:00

FANCY DELIGHT
(two outlets)

WHERE: 1, Tanjong Pagar Plaza, #01-04
WHEN: 8am-7pm (Mon-Fri), 8am-5pm (Sat),
closed on Sundays and Public holidays
Tel: 63230913
WHERE: #01-K05, IMM Jurong East
WHEN: 10am to 10pm daily
Tel: 64694606

*blink blink*
Anyone gonna bring me there to eat?? :p

Found this from newpaper website , The Article.

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Grab the song call Unfaithful by Rihanna from a friend of Cindy's.
Only to found that the lyrics is so wrong.

Why are there people who loves it? (ponders)

Unfaithful - Rihanna

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah
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I DON'T GET IT!!!
If you (the girl) doesn't love the man or seems to be more happy being with someone else, why still be with him and keep going out with other guys?! Plus, this song said that the GUY KNEW! and worst? The GIRL KNEW THE GUY KNEW ABOUT IT!! So what is "keeping" her from breaking away from him. At least let him start anew, finding someone who is more FAITHFUL to him than being a fucking slut who goes around meeting some other guys and fuck around. And KILLING him bit by bit... =.=

If not for the nice rhythms, i doubt i'll like this song, especially knowing the what the lyric is all about. Bah!! Feeling very basted. ARGH!!!

Is being a bad girl a new trend in life? Is being a third party (Avril's Girlfriend) or a slut in a relationship (Rihanna's Unfaithful) more interesting or worthwhile, than being someone who is more devoted to their boyfriend and love themselves?

I understand the meaning of "fight for your love" but neither of this song makes me think that they are right. They are awfully wrong. (Maybe I'm not in the right status to say this, but I still think, even if you want to "enjoy" yourself with man, stay single, if you are attached, be faithful.)

Bahhh. Don't know what I'm talking about and now that Marcus guy is irritating me on MSN. ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!

I'm not a decent girl, and I'll never be.

PHOTO BLOG!!

2007-10-08T12:20:00.000+08:00

Some photos to upload.

The Cafe I went with MR.Someone. ^^

Had my lunch there, Fish & Shrooms Pasta. Not bad ^^

The Drinks we had, and i know, it looks like the first one is for a guy and the 2nd is for a girl. but noooo. :p

This is my apply Caramel (coffee or latte, forgot :p or.. was it tea? :x)

Mr.Someone's Raseberry Float. LOL :x

The Games we play (boardgames ^^)

Matching of penguins' clothings or accessories. VERY CUTE

Hmm, Zig Zag, creating the route to your finishing line, somehow, i won him! *proud*

My FAVORITE GAME! Guillotine : Executing Nobles ^^ Sorry, I know I'm weird. But It's FUN!!! :p
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Went out with Meggie on sunday ^^
She went to have a new color for her hair.
Very nice!! RED, and is VERY red!! :p

Her RED RED hair under the light @ starbucks. Pretty?
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A photo taken on the day BEFORE kazer's birthday (the day we went to have steamboat :p)

Kazer (the birthday boy, pointing at NB sign in Train station.. bleh!)

Okie, shall update again~ ^^
Tata~~ ^^

Mind Cafe + Jeff Dunham

2007-10-06T23:06:00.000+08:00

Went out with Mr.Someone today.
Had breakfast with mum and him.
Pretty funny~ Went off to novena square, to have a walk (I know that's weird -.-)
He suggested a FUN place, and guess what? It's Mind Cafe!!
(Photos will be uploaded when, I'm free.)

Came back, he showed me a VERY VERY talented ventriloquist.

He has quite a few popular puppets, namely, peanut, Hoseh, Walter, Sweet Daddy D, Achmed and many more!! This link below is just a show example of this skills being a comedian.

Click here

But do not view on the same title part 2. It's exactly the same thing -.-
Dumbass who just uploads twice and thinks he is smart. Heh. (Walter~)

This is the search result of him, all the shows he had done (I think)
But there are repetitions there. So do see the thumb size pictures carefully.

Search results ^^

Anyway, the whole day is fun, except having to pack the things for tomorrow, uncle is coming in to MOVE the things IN THE MORNING and i GOT to SKIP my swimming session with my cousin~ (Oh, and the uncle? Is her father. :p)

Going to meet meg after that. Hope things end asap. RAWRRR. HOPE.
Shall update some other time. Take care!! TATA!!

Stupid Stupid Stupid

2007-10-05T13:57:00.001+08:00

But I'm a clever girl~
I've been thrown with Unix Script (Aka Shell Script as mention on my last post)
She told me to test and understand the commands.
But the fact that I DO UNDERSTAND THE COMMAND.

The problem was I can't seem to "find" the script in server,
when I needed to run and test it.

(Not like java, there's no complier.
You can't check for error unless you RUN it in server -.-)

So asked HER what was the problem,
she kept telling me to get familiarized with the script coding.
I went to like 4~5 sites of tutorial and read from introduction
to some funny shit. -.- That I doubt I'm going to touch in.

Got freaking pissed off in the morning when she comes around
and ask me where's the scriptS? They are in rush to produce it.

I CAN FUCKING PRODUCE IT. IF YOU ARE EVEN WILLING TO LISTEN TO MY PROBLEM!!
Isn't that right? How can i even "DO" the thing when I don't even know where
the problem lies! right?? -.-

End up I got SO pissed off, i went to ask another colleague aka Mr.Nice Guy,
For help, and guess what? It's A VERY VERY STUPID ERROR.
Which is NO WAY i suppose to know.

THE FILE SUPPOSE TO SAVE AS UNIX FILE AND NOT PC FILE.
Don't understand? Let me show you...

This is the original setup. When you created and script and save it.

Need to change to THIS! "Unix" So the server can UNDERSTAND the script -.-

SO! SEE? When I ask her, why the server keep telling me that the file NOT FOUND.
She said cause my program has wrong syntax error. FUCK THAT!
If you don't know where the error lies in. TELL ME.
I can jolly well find others and ask.

The reason i ASKED you, is because you are MY TEAM LEADER,
whom suppose to "guide" me. Sometimes, I wonder if I'm under the wrong person -.-

Here's the final script ^^

BAK_FOLDER=[censored]
DAT_FOLDER=[censored]
filename="ceipupt.dat"

~/app/scripts/edw_run_dsjob.sh [censored]
export ret=$?
if [ ${ret} -gt 0 ]; then
### alert.sh
### script for bmc alert to be confirmed ###
echo Exception
exit 1
else
cd [censored]
echo ${filename}
OUTPUT_FILE_BAK=[censored]`date +%Y%m%d_%H%M%S`_${filename}
echo ${OUTPUT_FILE_BAK}
echo ${DAT_FOLDER}/${filename}
mv ${DAT_FOLDER}/${filename} ${OUTPUT_FILE_BAK}
rm -f ${DAT_FOLDER}/${filename}
fi
exit 0

Those in pink are the ones I added in.
I mean. I GOT all the examples I NEED.
But I just need to know HOW TO FIX A PROBLEM.
I mean I can understand syntax error and all.

But "FILE NOT FOUND" is DEFIANTLY NOT a syntax or human error!!

RAWRRRRRRRRR
*pant pant*
I rest my case -.-

Now I'm blogging because our DATASTAGE server is currently down.
For maintainence!! :P Ok, will update again!

(I MA CLEVER GER!! MEOW~)

Linux Shell Script

2007-10-04T12:20:00.001+08:00

*yawns* Lunch time is coming.
I'm getting sleepy. This is not good.

Now I'm doing on Linux Shell Script.
Something really really different from what I've known.
Bah!!

ACCESS_FILE=[censored]
PROCESS_FILE=[censored]
BAK_FOLDER=[censored]

cd [censored]
rm ${ACCESS_FILE}

ls |sort -u |grep ACCESS > ${PROCESS_FILE}

cat ${PROCESS_FILE} |while read listfile
do
echo $listfile
cp $listfile $ACCESS_FILE
~/app/scripts/edw_run_dsjob.sh XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
export ret=$?
if [ ${ret} -gt 0 ]; then
### alert.sh
### script for bmc alert to be confirmed ###
exit 1
else
mv $listfile ${BAK_FOLDER}/${listfile}
fi
done

exit 0

Bah!!I Don't Freaking UNDERSTAND!!
The worst? My TL don't even give a damn.
Tell me that I SHOULD understand.

Uh huh! Thank you very much.
That There's very little "open" tutorials for Shell Script.
And I'm a slow learner. YEAH! _|_ you.

Moodless

2007-10-03T14:48:00.000+08:00

Have anyone feel that when you are sleeping on your bed. And it doesn't feel like yours? Have you ever felt that the home you've been living in for years, suddenly looks so foreign to you, totally like it's not yours?

I feel that way. These days been going out.
Avoiding the "house". Avoiding whatever is happening to it.

I think I'm missing the house already.
The thought of living under others people's roof.
Makes me feel useless.
Why am I only 20years old.
Why am I not my brother.
Why am I not working with a stable income enough to support a house.

WHY?

I'm seriously in bad mood. Don't piss me off.
kthxbye.

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Edited, something more... happy.
Was chatting at work with Mr.Someone.
He knows I'm in love~~ with cats~

So he found this photo on the net.
It just stab me through my heart.
(In a good way)

It stole my heart, soul and emotions all away.
Because, it's so cute and meaningful!!

2 Kittens slept together and formed a heart shape. [Click the img for full size]
I found it so amazing that I ask Mr.Someone to make a wallpaper for my phone :P

Tada~ Cute right?! hurhur~ this is something that makes me quite happy. :p
Thank you Mr.Someone, Love ya!
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

-.-

2007-10-02T14:01:00.001+08:00

Meet Cindy after work last night.
Wanted to try out new lan shops in the north side of Singapore.

Went to Krislan Paradise and Chamber.
Just by finding it, almost killed us both.
None of the friends who went there know the exact location.

We walk in circles in Yishun, almost lost.
(You know East side people are very.. East side)

After a long search of 2hrs (or more?)
We finally see the first one, Krislan Paradise.
So we happily went in, only to be bombed with the worst news.

We need to sign for member (Free tho)
But got to wait for a week!!
Then we asked, is it possible that we play like, now?
The answer? "No"

My level of anger? 60%

The guy working in Krislan then suggested Chamber,
just is just a few shops away. So we walked over.
Went in, and we asked, need member?
They replied yes. Asked for our IC.
We waited, and signed a form.

Only to be told.
"You have to wait 3days for your member card"
Then my mind was expanding so fast that it's going to burst like a ballon.
So i asked "Can we play now?"
The answer? "No"

*KABOOM!!!!!!!!!!!!*
YES! THIS IS SOOO NICE!
We walked 2hrs + to only get rejected on the spot.
For 1) not having member 2) You got to wait for the membership card.
WOW!! *claps*

We walked out of the lan shop,
in the most peaceful and calm mood as we can (ok, maybe me)
Only to find myself.. just 2 ~ 3 meters away from the lan shop.
SCREAMING. I, in formal shirt and pants.
Walked for almost 2hours. Only to be rejected from the lan shop.
Plus to suffer the heat in the middle of the night!!

Later, we goes to Admiralty / Woodlands area for another lan shop.
But this time, we had a friend with us.

I got bored of Audition in like less than an hour.
*sighs* Went off to surf net, play o2jam and back to audition to chitchat.
Got extremely bored and decided to go home.
*Knock out!*

Now typing this post. (Through e-mail, at least it looks more like working than blogger site :x)
Hmm, meeting meggie later~ Shall get my butt back to work.
Even though i has no freaking idea on what I'm doing.
I applied for Java Programming position.
But I'm doing Shell Script and reports. Now? Crystal Report, Ahoc.
AHHHHH!! *bleh*

Long Weekend

2007-10-01T10:35:00.001+08:00

Took Friday off, to meet Jessie from Malaysia.
Took train with Cindy darling and
meet up with Jessie, Zenice, Jeanette and Valef, Ritz and Edwin.

All hang around Hereen's Fountain (at level 1)
Waiting for our VIP, Mr. Kazer Li aka My CB laogong. ROFL~

We wait for him for at least like 1 hr?! RAWRRRRR
Went to cineleisure to have our lunch.
Starrie and MR. Sugar joined.

Had alot of interesting conversation.
Esp where cindy darling and Kazer li was talking about
Kan Lao Gong and Kan Lao Po =D

Later we were at lost of what to do.
But end up going to PS arcade.

Cindy darling and I wasn't prepared with present.
So went for alittle walk in PS and found her something.

Then we rot around and around 7pm.
We head down to Marina Bay for Steamboat.
So fun~

A guy from WLNY called me during steamboat.
Then as usual, he talks to me as "future" girlfriend.

Kazer Li aka my CB laogong start playing with me.

(Convo between me, CB laogong and WLNY guy)

WLNY : Hmm, don't bother you le lar. Since you're with your boyfriend.
Me: *Nearly burst out laughing* No lar~ He is just my friend. Making fun of me lar~
Kazer : *Holds on to a piece of meat and said* Honey, lai~ I feed you~ Ahhh..
Me : *Decided to make fun and play along* Thank you honey~ Ahhh. (Eats the meat)
WLNY : Ahh, aiya i don't bother you le lar. Enjoy your dinner. I no mood to talk le.
<------ Those standard goodbye message---------->

ROFL~ Pretty funny! Keep making fun of people :p
Went to Marina Bay's Arcade.
I went to play PARA PARA!!!
It's like really really memorable.

Went off to try out games that I'll never play in other arcades.
(Cause SHY!! alot of people!! At least Marina Bay is quiet and less people :p)

Some photos on the day. Hehe.

Edwin with his red bean ice-cream, outside Cineleisure

Me and Kazer aka Cindy and My CB laogong~ HAHA!! (Taken at Dhoby)

Went off to Orchard to meet up little boys with cindy darling
(No, i don't know them. hehe)
Went to Cineleisure to play Pool.
SAW KIMO!! Omg, he never change!!
Only the hairstyle i guess.
It's really like rare, to meet him in town.

So chat alittle and we went off.
They actually wanted to rot in Dhoby Ghout,
but to find out that there's nothing else to do.
And we went all the way back to Cineleisure~! O.O''
Went to e2max and play Audition for an hour.
(The price is expensive and the KB sucks)

Went home after and died for the next day.

Saturday.
Went to meet Mr. Someone and had lunch and walk around.
Went off to meet up with WLNY people for a movie.
Quite fun actually.
Kind of nice. Watched [I Now Pronounce You, Chuck And Larry]
I feel so touched and warmth by the show.
How their Love (and laughter) brings the joy to faces of others.

I'll say it will go for about.. 3.5 out of 5. ^^
Worth the movie ticket!

Went off to chat alittle with My woo da ge. LOL
Then went off to Tampines 400++ to lan for an hour.
Which sucks. Then home and knock out :p.

Something that Mr.Someone bought for me that day ^^

View 1

View 2

View 3

Sunday is a very relaxing day.
For me is time to be alone and think about things.
That maybe I shouldn't even start thinking about.

But since it's already happening.
I hope things will move smoothly to the shore.
I really do.

Thank you Mr.Someone. For being there.

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Photo time!!

Something that I MUST take when I goes to Ikea ~.~ (Sinful i know. hehex)

My Lunch with Meggie at Ikea. (Loves the meatballs~)

Something My darling was doing for someone else. (Envy~)

The end result!! So nice right?? (hint hint ^^)

Another lunch @ botak Jones (sinful x 1mil) The Sausage is 30CM long. NO KIDDING.

My Project Leader bought for us. As a gratitude of celebrating her birthday. (Although we have no idea about her age. but i guess it's VERY sensitive :p)

Strawberry indulge.

A Closer view~

Mango Cream~

View 2 of Mango Cream

Muffin with Walnut and custard.
There's only 3 flavors. But I ate Strawberry and took one for mummy (the Mango Cream) Leader said there's extra. hehe. So took one :p All these are From Goodwood park hotel.

THE BIRTHDAY LADY!! ^^

Took Dim Sum at geylang with Cindy darling and her baobei son. *WHO IS VERY CUTE*

More food arrived

Last order~ ^^

The cute little son of Cindy darling~ (not real son btw -.-)

So.. I hereby ends the post today~ :p

Ahhh Great

2007-09-28T06:02:00.000+08:00

I'm having my mood swing agian.
Feel fucking depress now. FUCK!!
AHHH I don't know...

Feel useless. Fuck up.
Ugly, fat, and totally charm-less.

SOMEONE PLEASE KILL ME!!
*Crys in the corner*

Ok, shall go and sleep now. tata~

Go ahead and try guessing what happen to me. You can never get it.
<--- To Mr.Someone

Wonderful weather

2007-09-27T14:14:00.001+08:00

which i hate the most on weekdays.
Over slept today.
Woke up at 9am in the morning!!
Thanks to the wonderful weather it was, in the morning.

Went to work. *feeling very very pissed*
Shoes wet, late for work and knowing that i have jobs waiting for me to finish.
Came to work. Feeling VERY VERY hungry.
[Since i don't have the time to eat my breakfast. -bleh-]

Chat with Mr.Someone, Cindy darling and Meggie.
Hmm...

2Meggie: BETTER TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AHH~ ^^
2Mr.Someone: Thanks for the company. Bleh, go play your GAME bah. -hmph-
2Cindy Darling: Not sure if you will be reading this. But ENJOY YOUR GAN LAO GONG!! :P

Hehez~
Ate my favorite Tom Yam Ban Mian.
Since it's all cold and shivering. Hmm.. *blissed*

Didn't really got to play audition last night.
Feeling very very very tired.
I hate it when i start auto-replying to people.
When I'm asleep. *sighs*

Hmm, thinking of what to say...
Oh~ I don't know if this is true.

But the Marcus guy told me to help saving the "children".
By clicking on ads 2 times a day and 3 days a week.
By staying at those "ad" websites for over 2mintues.
Then the company of those "ad" will actually pay for each visit.

Hmm.. Now, if anyone do wanna give it a try.
Do click this link and start "clicking" 2 ads a day and 3 days a week.

This is the link --> helping needed children

Okie, shall update another time~

Mr.Someone is my Mr.Q

Crazy Me

2007-09-26T11:35:00.001+08:00

Went out with Mr. Someone. Since he wanted to watch Ratatouille.
Me being the very kind soul decided to accompany him to watch it again.

(Plus I'm not paying and I love the show. kekex)

Mr. Someone sent me back home.
But end up we where chitchatting from 10plus (I think)
all the way till 5am in the morning!!
After which we went for Macdonald's Breakfast. LOL~
Took bus to work... T.T TIRED!!!

Now I'm having difficulty keeping my eyes open for work.
Been on MSN chitchatting to keep myself entertained.

ROFL~ Thank you Mr.Someone.
Hope the next meeting will be another fruitful one.
Never been in such a deep conversation for a long time.
Finally I met someone who speaks with his brain,
and not his little brother. *happy*

Random

2007-09-25T11:27:00.001+08:00

OMFG!
Ok, sorry for a weird start.

A guy call Marcus just msn-ed me now..
He added by surfing a listing of emails!!
Now i understand how those spammers actually get our emails and start spamming.

He is 19year old SP student.
I smell something fishy~~

Click the image for full size.
Don't you think he is alittle too handsome to actually surfing around and adding people on msn?? I just don't believe this.. Hmm. FISHY!!!

LOL~ Oh well, heck care.
Suddenly there's so much things i can't blog here..

The reason are simple.
Too many people who read my blog knows that someone.
Plus that someone reads my blog too!! RAWRRRRRRRRRRR!!

*shake head*
Oh well, I'm really bored. I need to stop doing whatever I'm doing.
To get assurance. I start finding man are boring.

Their mind is only full of one thing. SEX -.-''
This is getting out of hand.

Why does man in Singapore only sees woman as a sex symbol?
Bleh, i don't know. I think it's better for me to stay in other countries.
Bleh~ I feel so cheated in my life . RAWRRR!

OH well, i guess life is a bitch and i always got bitch slapped.
(Quoted from Wendy cutie)

Shall update again when I feel like to.
I'm just blogging rubbish again!!
I'm starting to wonder.. Should i try using wordpress for blogging.
At least it's password encrypted. BLEH!!

What Your Name Means

2007-09-23T16:45:00.000+08:00

In this case, What MY name means. :p

You entered: Woo Xin Wan Vinnie
There are 15 letters in your name.
Those 15 letters total to 85
There are 7 vowels and 8 consonants in your name.
Your number is: 4
The characteristics of #4 are: A foundation, order, service, struggle against limits, steady growth.
The expression or destiny for #4:
Order, service, and management are the cornerstones of the number 4 Expression. Your destiny is to express wonderful organization skills with your ever practical, down-to-earth approach. You are the kind of person who is always willing to work those long, hard hours to push a project through to completion. A patience with detail allows you to become expert in fields such as building, engineering, and all forms of craftsmanship. Your abilities to write and teach may lean toward the more technical and detailed. In the arts, music will likely be your choice. Artistic talents may also appear in such fields as horiculture and floral arrangement, as well. Many skilled physicians and especially surgeons have the 4 Expression.

The positive attitudes of the 4 Expression yield responsibility; you are one who no doubt, fulfills obligations, and is highly systematic and orderly. You are serious and sincere, honest and faithful. It is your role to help and you are required to do a good job at everything you undertake.

If there is too much 4 energies present in your makeup, you may express some of the negative attitudes of the number 4. The obligations that you face may tend to create frustration and feelings of limitation or restriction. You may sometimes find yourself nursing negative attitudes in this regard and these can keep you in a rather low mood. Avoid becoming too rigid, stubborn, dogmatic, and fixed in your opinions. You may have a tendency to develop and hold very strong likes and dislikes, and some of these may border on the classification of prejudice. The negative side of 4 often produces dominant and bossy individuals who use disciplinarian to an excess. These tendencies must be avoided. Finally, like nearly all with 4 Expression, you must keep your eye on the big picture and not get overly wrapped up in detail and routine.

Your Soul Urge number is: 9
A Soul Urge number of 9 means:
With a 9 Soul Urge, you want to give to others, usually in a humanitarian or philanthropic manner. You are highly motivated to give friendship, affection and love. And you are generous in giving of your knowledge and experience. You have very sharing urges, and you are likely to have a great deal to share. Your concern for others makes you a very sympathetic and generous person with a sensitive and compassionate nature.

You are able to view life in very broad and intuitive terms. You often express high ideals and an inspirational approach to life. If you are able to fully realize the potential of your motivation, you will be a very self-sacrificing person who is able to give freely without being concerned about any return or reward.

As with all human beings, you are prone to sometimes express the negative attitudes inherent to your Soul Urges. You may become too sensitive and tend to express emotions strongly at times. There can be significant conflict between higher aims and personal ambitions. You may resent the idea of giving all of the time and, in fact, if there is too much 9 energy in your nature you may reject the idea. You may often be disappointed in the lack of perfection in yourself and others.

Your Inner Dream number is: 4
An Inner Dream number of 4 means:
You dream of being a very solid citizen that people can depend upon. You strive for organization and predictable order. You want to be recognized as a person with a plan and the discipline to make that plan work like clockwork.

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Birthday Calculator (For Mine ^^)

6 July 1987
Your date of conception was on or about 13 October 1986 which was a Monday.

You were born on a Monday
under the astrological sign Cancer.
Your Life path number is 11.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 6.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2446982.5.
The golden number for 1987 is 12.
The epact number for 1987 is 0.
The year 1987 was not a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/29/1987 and ending 2/16/1988.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Rabbit.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Woodpecker; your plant is Wild Rose.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Paopy, the second month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 9 Tammuz 5747.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 10 Tammuz 5747.
The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.14.2.18 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 14 tun 2 uinal 18 kin
The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Monday, 9 Dhi'l-Qa'dih 1407 (1407-11-9).
The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 19 April 1987.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 19 April 1987.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 4 March 1987.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 7 June 1987.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 14 June 1987.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Thursday, 24 September 1987.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 14 April 1987.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 3 March 1987.

As of 9/23/2007 4:36:04 AM EDT
You are 20 years old.
You are 242 months old.
You are 1,055 weeks old.
You are 7,384 days old.
You are 177,220 hours old.
You are 10,633,236 minutes old.
You are 637,994,164 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:

Matthew O'Leary (1987)
Gregory Smith (1983)
Tia and Tamera Mowry (1978)
50 Cent (1976)
Jennifer Saunders (1958)
Geoffrey Rush (1951)
George W. Bush (1946) <---- OMFG!!! LET ME DIE PLEASE!!!!
Sylvester Stallone (1946)
Burt Ward (1945)
Ned Beatty (1937)
Dalai Lama (1935)
Della Reese (1932)
Janet Leigh (1927)
Merv Griffin (1925)
Bill Haley (1925)
William Schallert (1922)
Nancy Reagan (1921)
Laverne Andrews (1915)
Frida Kahlo (1907)
John Paul Jones (1747

Top songs of 1987
Faith by George Michael
Livin' On a Prayer by Bon Jovi
Alone by Heart
With or Without You by U2
La Bamba by Los Lobos
I Wanna Dance with Somebody by Whitney Houston
Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now by Starship
I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For by U2
Didn't We Almost Have It All by Whitney Houston
I Knew You Were Waiting by Aretha Franklin & George Michael

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 2.89001956947162 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)

Your lucky day is Monday.
Your lucky number is 2 & 7.
Your ruling planet(s) is Moon.
Your lucky dates are 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th.
Your opposition sign is Capricorn.
Your opposition number(s) is 8.
Today is not one of your lucky days!
There are 287 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 21 candles.

Those 21 candles produce 21 BTUs,
or 5,292 calories of heat (that's only 5.2920 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.40 US ounces of water with that many candles.

In 1987 there were approximately 3.7 million births in the US.
In 1987 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1987 in the US there were 2,421,000 marriages (9.9%) and 1,157,000 divorces (4.8%)
In 1987 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

In 1987 the population of Australia was approximately 16,394,641.
In 1987 there were approximately 243,959 births in Australia.
In 1987 in Australia there were approximately 114,113 marriages and 39,725 divorces.
In 1987 in Australia there were approximately 117,321 deaths.

Your birthstone is Ruby

The Mystical properties of Ruby
Ruby is said to open one's heart to love.
Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Carnelian
Your birth tree is Fir Tree, the Mysterious
Extraordinary taste, dignity, cultivated airs, loves anything beautiful, moody, stubborn, tends to egoism but cares for those close to it,rather modest, very ambitious, talented, industrious uncontent lover, many friends, many foes, very reliable.

There are 93 days till Christmas 2007!
There are 106 days till Orthodox Christmas!

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waxing gibbous.

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For The link to what Your Name Means (Numerology) Click here.

For the link to birthday Calculator Click here.
For Birthday Calculator. These is the reference to the lifepath number. Click here.

So yar.. This is all for the moment. :p Hope these quiz can entertain you guys for a day~ :p

QUIZ TIME

2007-09-23T15:36:00.000+08:00

Your Passion is Yellow

You're a total sexual shape shifter.
You possess a complex sex drive and are very adaptable.
Of all the colors, you are the most likely to be bisexual.
While you the most passionate, you are very open minded.

What Color Is Your Passion?

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

You're an Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.
You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

How Feminine Are You?

Your Ideal Pet is a Cat

You're both aloof, introverted, and moody.
And your friends secretly wish that you were declawed!

What's Your Ideal Pet?

You Are A Romantic Realist

You tend to be grounded when it comes to romance.
Sure, you can fall hard... but only for someone you've gotten to know.
And once you're in love, you can be a total romantic goofball...
But you'd never admit it to your friends!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

You Are 69% Real

You know who you are, and you're pretty darn comfortable with yourself.
Like everyone, you struggle with the parts of yourself that aren't so great...
But you're good at accepting who you are and not dwelling on your faults.
As a result, you're confident, optimistic, and very real.

How Real Are You?

Your Lust Quotient: 53%

You are definitely a lustful person, but you do a good job of hiding it.
Your friends would be surprised to know that your secretly very wild!

How Much Lust Do You Have?

You Go For Brains!

You want a guy with a big... brain.
And of course it would be nice if he were a total hottie, but you're not counting on it.
What's on the inside is what counts for you. (Besides, you can always change the outside later!)

Do You Go For A Guy's Brains or Body?

Your Kiss is Green

Your kisses are short and sweet - at least a first.
You tend to be a cautious kisser. You don't want to scare anyone off.
Once you get to know someone, your kisses are daring... and even wild.
No matter what the situation is, you know how to deliver the perfect kiss.

Kissing Type: Varied

People See Your Kisses as: Skillful

You Kiss Best With: A Blue Kisser

Stay away from: A Black Kisser

What Color Is Your Kiss?

You Are a Red Velvet Cake

Rich, decadent, and sensual.
You have a deep appeal that transcends all trends.
You are the definition of passion: intense, adventurous, and seductive.

What Kind of Cake Are You?

You Are Mostly Secure

In general, you feel confident and together.
But the wrong thing can happen, and all of a sudden, you're not feeling so secure.
Luckily, your insecurities don't last long... at least, not usually.
So the next time you're feeling insecure, try to snap out of it - and remember the confident woman you are!

Are You An Insecure Girl?

You Are Grape

You are bold and a true individual. You are very different and very okay with that.
People know you as a straight shooter. You're very honest, even when the truth hurts.
You are also very grounded and practical. No one is going to sneak anything by you.
People enjoy your fresh approach to life. And it's this honesty that makes you a very innovative person.

What Color Purple Are You?

Your Blogging Type Is the Private Performer

Your blog is your stage - with your visitors your adoring fans.
At least, that's how you write with your witty one liners.
And while you like attention, you value your privacy.
You're likely to have an anonymous blog - or turn off comments.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

You Are 60% Brutally Honest

Honesty is important to you, but generally, you try not to be brutal about it.
You'll sugar coat the truth when you need to... and tell a white lie when necessary.

How Brutally Honest Are You?

You are 53% Cancer

How Cancer Are You?

(SHOCKED) Only 53% cancer.. Hmm.. where's my 47%? T.T
Hmm.. Shall Update another day~
(Woke up at 3pm today! WOOT!! Love sunday)

I NEED

2007-09-20T17:27:00.000+08:00

A CHANGE OF BLOGSKIN!!!
I'm having brain jam.

Just finish browsing a handful of blogskins at blogskins.com
Having a few ideas in mind. Still wondering what pictures to use.
If not I might have a blank blog. ROFL!!

BORED.
*slash wrist*
LOL!

I'm

2007-09-20T15:09:00.000+08:00

destroying myself...
The way girls should not be doing.

But... This is the only way to make me feel alive...
I'm weird.. I know...

Boredom

2007-09-19T10:57:00.000+08:00

[01] Do you still have feelings for your ex?
Ans: Hmmm Let me think.. Do i even have a REAL Ex... I guess the answer is no.

[02] Have you ever been given roses?
Ans: Hmm yes, from my dearest darlings ^^

[03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
Ans: is 881 counted? LOL

[04] How many times have you honestly been in love?
Ans: Honest? None =.=

[05] Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
Ans: Hmm... No

[06] Whats your current problem?
Ans: No money and heart broken

[07] Have you ever had your heart broken?
Ans: I guess so...

[08] Your thoughts of online or long distance relationships?
Ans: It can work out. IF you believe in the partner and the partner is not a bastard or bitch who cheats on your feelings.

[09] How many best friend(s) you have now?
Ans: hmmm.. 2?

[10] How about good friend(s)
Ans: Not very sure. A few i guess.

[11] How many kids do you want to have?
Ans: 1 boy and 1 ger. Just nice!!

[12] What is your favorite color(s)?
Ans: Purple, Red, Black, White, Sky Blue.

[14] Do you believe you truly love only once?
Ans: Not very sure... I wish it's not only once. What if I've already miss it?!

[15] Imagine you're 69 & your spouse just died, would you get re-married?
Ans: Crazy. Nope. Unless that guy really sparks me up. LOL

[16] What song do you want to hear at your wedding?
Ans: Colin Rayes - Love Me

[17] Do you know someone who likes you?
Ans: Hmm. I think so.. LOL

[18] Do you like anyone?
Ans: My Darling Cindy, Meggie, William and Jasmin!!

[19] Do you believe in second chances?
Ans: Yes

[20] What body part do you wash first?
Ans: Hair

[21] Do you have any piercings? If yes where?
Ans: Ear.

[22] Why?
Ans: So i can wear at least a pair of earrings?

[23] What was your childhood nickname?
Ans: LOL! I don't even want to start on it. It might just flood the whole post. ROFL

[24] what were you doing at 12 pm just now?
Ans: Hmm.. Working? T.T

[25] what is your desktop background?
Ans: You mean at work or home? (Work - World Of Warcraft / Home - Sky picture taken at sentosa)

[26] what does your best friend/s call you?
Ans: Xin Wan or Darling. LOL

[27] If you could change your eye color what would it be?
Ans: Crystal Blue Or Crystal Purple

[28] What's the longest time you've ever talked on the phone?
Ans: Hmm.. From 8pm till next morning 7plus. LOL

[29] Are you in love?
Ans: Nope. Still wishing to be. LOL

[30] Do you own any Levi pants/jeans?
Ans: Nope. I hate that brand. Don't ask me why. LOL

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Got this questions from June's blog. I'm bored. Extreme. *shake head* LOL

Something Extra

2007-09-18T17:01:00.000+08:00

I don't know why.
But I just feel like putting this picture up on the blog.
It just excites me.

They look sooo perfect together.. *dreams*

Anyway. What was I going to blog about?
Oh yar...
I'm moving from my hse to my aunt's in October mid.
Which means. Most likely I'll be "away" from audition.
And maybe hiatus from blog. (Maybe only)

If not I'll be blogging from my workplace.
Which is what I'm doing now :p

*bored* sighs... Just fill like putting this emoticon here.
hehee~

This is how i feel about life. Hmm.. yes. T.T

Why Love?

2007-09-18T12:11:00.001+08:00

Why Love?

Does love really worth all the effort we put in?
Why do people always pair with the wrong partner.
One always give in so much effort.
While another never appreciates.

Everyone had been hurt by "love" before.
The pain of waiting or knowing the truth of destruction.
The kiss of cold hard sufferings from the one you loved the most.

I never knew how it's like to love somebody.
Until now, I've never understood it.

But I do know, when you care for someone.
Your heart hurts so badly.
When that somebody doesn't even bother to contact you.
Or even tell you where they are.

When my heart sink and turn cold.
I feel that I'm the world most stupid female you can ever find on earth.
Believing in words that will never come true.
Believing in people that will never treat you honestly.

I now only trust in my closest girl friends and my close little god brother.
Without them. There's no me.

Thank you to:
1) Magdalene, MEGGIE! :x
2) Jasmin (LOVE TERRI LAR)
3) Cindy (MY LURB LURB DARLING)
4) William (MY dearest DI DI)

Thank you!
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FOOD!!
Last week I went to Ang Moh Kio Hub area to eat.
Colleague introduced us to this very cheap japanese food.
It's around block 710 (I have to walk there to remember)
The name is call "Sumo House"
Here's the pictures.

The Name and Website: Sumo House || www.sumohouse.com

Katsu-Don ($2.90!!)

Udon Set ($5.90)

Cold Toufu ($1.90)

Deep Fried Scallop ($1.90)

Salmon Teriyaki ($4.90)

Hmm, this is basically what we've ordered that day.
For more, please view the website. LOL :p

KFC came out with the hot and spicy drumlets again!!
There's 2 flavor. One is Fiery Lime another is BBQ (something)
Can't remember :p I took the BBQ flavor one and shared with colleague.
Nice! ^^

The Cover of the Box

THE CONTENT!!

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Pictures Of my cute little god brother William! ^^

He is damn ah beng lar. But cute. ^^
This is a picture of him and me.
Very blur. So i shrink it. LOL
Plus it's in the middle of the night.
Not very clear i know :p

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Last sunday was Teri and Max's birthday celebration.
I only took the photos of Max being "buried"
The rest can be found at meg's blog.
Click here. ^^

Here's a few picture of max being "buried" LOL

(1)A basic layer of covering...

(2)Does this look like a dog being killed? *poor chap*

(3)CRACK!! Max breath T.T (M stands for Max LOL)

(4)MASTER PIECE!!! (Spot the murderer? LOL!! It's SAM!)

Okie.. Will update again.. Hmm. It took me ages to upload the photos. -.-''
Plus didn't know what more to blog about. LOL ^^
Shall blog next time! TATA~

I'm Glad

2007-09-16T22:31:00.001+08:00

That He is fine. (Thats All I'm saying... Thats all)

Something to share

2007-09-13T22:51:00.000+08:00

With people that visits here and loves 881!!!!!
I am very slow on all these. But at least I'm on the safe side.

Found these website that can *ahem* the whole album of 881 OST :x
OOPS~ Ok.. so yar.. Here it is.

Link1 and Link2 and link 3

the songs are....

01 一人一半<伍家輝> Yi Ren Yi Ban - Wu Jia Hui
02 身外物<黃星魁> Sheng Wai Wu - Huang Xing Kui
03 念念不忘 OT (最后一口气) <陳偉聯> Nian Nian Bu Wang - Chen Wei Lian
04 人生的命運<台語> Ren Sheng De Ming Yun (Tai Yu)
05 路邊野花<台語> Lu Bian Ye Hua (Tai Yu)
06 卖什货之咖啡<台語> Mai She Huo Zhi Ka Fei (Tai Yu)
07 相思<音樂> Xiang Si (Music)
08 一人一半感情不散<台語> Yi Ren Yi Ban, Gan Qing Bu San (Tai Yu)
09 行情壞<台語> Hang Qing Huai (Tai Yu)
10 頂不住<台語> Ding Bu Zhu (Tai Yu)
11 最後一口氣<吉他版> Zui Hou Yi Kou Qi (Guitar Version)
12 最後一口氣 Zui Hou Yi Kou Qi (Cha-Cha Version)
13 代替<林其玉> Dai Ti - Lin Qi Yu
14 一人一半<合唱> Yi Ren Yi Ban (Duet Version - He Chang)

OMG~ It's like sooo nice!! There's more in it.
Shall enjoy them later while I put them in my mp3 player.
*woot!!* Can't wait!! (Hokkien siao? Nooo. Not even close~)

MEETING MY DI DI

2007-09-13T09:42:00.000+08:00

No, my mum and dad didn't give birth to a little boy.
(They are NOT in the age to do that anymore!!)

I actually had a god-brother (younger)
I took him in when i was Secondary 1!!
(And he is only Pri6)

For the next 2~3years he was very close to me.
(Always wake me up early in the morning, complaining he didn't wanna to go to school and wanted to chat and rot -.-)

Suddenly i was too busy with my O levels and polytechnic life.
That I've not sms him for years~ (maybe 3~4years?)

Suddenly a few days ago finally saw him on the street.
HE CHANGED NUMBER!!!
But I'm happy lar~ ^^

Yesterday was out with my cindy darling.
So decided to call him down to meet.
Since we are all at 200~300++ area.
He so sweet lar~~ Just reach home, but came out to meet me.
walk all the way to 300+ (Love him into bits man!)

Hang around until late night talking.
He brought his another friend down.
Sibeh cute lar!!
So damn funny!! OMG, this is the best day ever man!!

This year is a sweet sweet year~
Love my meggie baby bestie!
Love my cindy darling~
Love my dearest Gan Di Di~

Plus ALL THE FRIENDS I KNOW LAR!
I don't fucking need a boyfriend.
I need friends and baobei!!
You guys are all my baobei!!! LOVEEEEEEE

(I know I'm in my crazy stage now.
Learnt from my darling cindy T.T
But who cares man!! This is me!! RAWRRR
Maybe I should had went through this phase of my life.
Just that I've missed it.
Just like the way I miss the secondary school life)

I've noticed

2007-09-12T16:48:00.000+08:00

I don't belong to the be loved type of people.
When I don't love someone. That someone will love me.
When I love a guy. That guy will never LOVE ME.

Oh well, fated. I shall be the way i am now. RAWRRR
Hmm... I wonder should i ever put in any hope in any relationship,
or should i just fuck care about anything in this world.

Oh well, I don't give a damn much more....

I'm officially moving out of my dear home on Oct 20th.
Where will I be moving to? No idea. *shake head*

I have to wait for another half a year before we can even rent a house from HDB.
So great. *sighs* I'm a homeless kid now. The worst ever. ROFL~

Please, just let me die peacefully.

Hmmm

2007-09-11T11:09:00.000+08:00

I shall be single for most of the time now i guess.
Got sick and tired of worrying for nothing. ROFL~

Hmm.. Found myself an audition couple.
ROFL~ Here's the SS. (i think games are the best. They always look so perfect)

AMK-AriLy & -GTO-AkoN ^^ cute hor?~

I'm a sick kid...

2007-09-10T02:39:00.000+08:00

RAWR!! Having serious cough + sore throat. Head is beating like a drum now. What the heck man. Feel like throwing up every now and then (No! I'm not pregnant -.-)

Just went to audition for quite a few games with AMK family (LOVE this new family)
The Ah bengs and Ah lians family. *sighs* Oh well, I think I like the new people.
They never fails to entertain me when I'm at my utmost boredom ^^

Created another very lousy quality banner for my avatar :p
Oh well, Feels like doing one and I just love the way she looks. hurhur~

Nice? the actual outfit looks like this.

swee bo? *sighs* damn fucking bored.
Damn pissed off.
Worrying for things over nothing. RAWRRRR
I give up.. I'm tired...

FEEL LIKE CRYING
BUT IT'S ALL DRIED UP

WOOT~ Made a banner for dearest JIRO aka Wang Dong Cheng aka Xia Tian!!

Isn't he cute?! OMG! I'm sooo in love with man like him... So fit.. So nerd. So blur.. yet so cute!! OMFG!! *fainting*
WAHAHAHA~ Ok. Am a little crazy now.. Oh well~ WOOHOO~~~

LOL. Die hard fans of 0914

2007-09-09T14:33:00.000+08:00

LOL. omg. This is my first time seeing people being so damn fucking unfriendly.
Just because i rated for fun. Hmmm.. I guess next time i should not comment people (just because that user saw me in audition, rofl)

http://www.blogskins.com/info/110133

LOL. I'm helping you to publicize~!! Be glad.
I don't flame nor do anything stupid.
But your die hard fans makes me wanna laugh.
Serious. If you guys are so going to help me promote my blog by putting a very negative post about me on your blog. Go ahead. Cause after all. It's just a blog. I don't see any big deal coming from this. You guys can just use 1 friend to ask me A question. like "Why did i gave a rating of 2.5 without a reason" at my tagboard. And I'm more than happy to go back to the page and edit my rating and comment.

Cause I was just giving a 2.5 out of 5 (as a passing mark) since i wasn't there to rate the skin at all. (I didn't even preview!) I guess there are people who just jump into "fights" even before having a peaceful talk. I can understand. At least 0914 he himself doesn't complain that much. He just post a comment saying why i comment his skin with 2.5 without a reason. Sorry 0914 aka AceOfXens. I just rated for the sake of the system. Since I've received such a negative actions from your die hard fans. I think after this. I'll not view nor see anything done by you.

This is end of my little words.

---- Back to normal blogging

I don't have much in mind to blog about nowadays. Been really bored and sick. (FUCK the weather) I'm damn tired.

I miss him. fucker.

Hmmm

2007-09-04T11:31:00.000+08:00

I HAVE a lot of events and went out almost once every 2 days.
But I'm just damn lazy to update my blog!!

The thought of wasting at least an hour updating the blog about my daily life.
Is pretty much killing me..

From now, I shall update when i feel like it. :x

(Uploaded a few new songs (LOOOVEEE))

你是我的宝贝 - 曹格 + My Friend's Life

2007-08-29T15:07:00.001+08:00

Hmm, my list of favorite songs had a new member!!
I actually like the song, because of the ending.

This is the lyrics. *uploading the songs now. heh :p*

<<你是我的宝贝>> by 曹格

我一直在寻找可爱的微笑
今天终於让我找到
我希望你知道我不是开玩笑
今天才发现了你的好

你有特别的味道让我神魂颠倒
我想我一定是中了招
呜美丽在燃烧我快控制不了
呜~~~~~~~~~~~~

其实我不错可以考虑我
什麼都可以 Just don't say no

我们手牵手沙滩走一走
只要跟你在一起就足够

希望你能当我宝贝你一定不会後悔
我只有一个要求就是要对你好

永远不让你流泪永远都不让你心碎
只要你相信我我们在一起好吗
--------

Love this song.
Added a new playlist (by myflashfetish too)
Songs playing now is..

1) 你是我的宝贝
2) 3 7 20 1
3) Girlfriend
4 ) 两只恋人
5) 咕叽咕叽

no1 ~ 4 is sang by 曹格
The last song is 孙燕姿

Enjoy!!

---------

Written at 6.00pm

Now talking to my friend's girlfriend.
She is from a rich family and is only 18 years old this year.

My friend is like a "boyfriend" in the eyes of her family members.
(Their relationship is.. well. Not couple, but do things that couple does)
So my friend always stays over at her house most of the time.
But being a Mr. Nice Guy as usual.
He will always help out with the dishes, teaching her younger brothers on their homework, having "guys" outing with her dad and brothers etc..

So after some time, the whole family loves him.
Esp her little brother. Whose primary 1.

She told me that yesterday her dad asked my friend some questions during dinner.
(I got shocked and so is her whole freaking family, those who understand of course)

Her Dad : what did you think of a mini cooper or do you prefer a more masculine ride like a mercedes roadster

My Friend : I thinks both cars are very nice
(then start telling him bout the engine and all then compare a mini cooper to a beetle)

Her Dad : like oh, pick one then

My Friend : huh.. uh. haha.
(Stuffing himself with food)

She told me she went off to ask her dad why he asked such a question to my friend, esp his not even their son and is only her boyfriend. Then she said what if they broke up.

Her dad actually said then the car will be your (the girl)
But she can't choose the type she wants, since that car is for my friend!

My friend had landed him a good girlfriend + good GF's family.
But he just couldn't accept it. (I can understand tho)

I wonder if they two are going to work out. (hope so. BUT THEY ARE SO YOUNG!)

I really think, different people on earth. carries different fate in life.
He got the better ones for relationship. But extremely bad one for family.
*sighs*

New Desktop picture

2007-08-28T21:53:00.000+08:00

I'm too lazy to update my blog. Too many photos and too little time to put them here.
Will do once I'm "free" again. (most likely is when i'm slacking at work anyway)

Nice? This is the cloud picture taken at Sentosa on Last saturday.
Will update with photos.. SOON.

PICTURES!!!

2007-08-23T14:39:00.000+08:00

Okie, this is going to be a picture thread.
TONS of pictures. (Esp on clouds/sky. heh)

CLOUDS!!! Lovely Sky photos. (Using my lousy phone camera i know -.-)

[[My Favorites ^^]]

Others photos!~ Very Very Random ones.

[The Donut brand that I Love~ At AMK hub]

[Blueberry / Custard stuffing donut (Loveee)]

[White Chocolate / Almond chocolate with custard suffings~ Woohoo *drool*]

[My Pillow!! Bought it to work today. heh heh heh ^^V]

[My new cubicle, i shifted T.T (same office, different cubicle)]

[Not mine T.T my primary school classmate bought for a GUY!! ROFL]

[The Rose]

[The beautiful ribbon (It's PURPLE!! LOOOVVEEEE)]

Hurhur, last, is me!! with my sunglasses. The glare of the screen + the light at my office is killing me. This is what i did when i'm working. Cool huh? (Not true i know. T.T)

Okie, thats all for today's update. Shall continue updating tomorrow.
PS: nothing much happen yesterday. :p

Today going to Kick boxing session after work... (I'm so going to slim down... I think)

BLEH! I hate my fats.

Hmm

2007-08-21T23:35:00.000+08:00

I have alot of things to blog about. But a little lazy.
So shall update once I feel like it.

Went to play 5th Street (Finally)
It's much more fun than audition cause you can "run" about the place.
But one bad thing. All the servers are China.
Which means our connection to them SUCKS.
I can like play the game throughout for 1 whole freaking min.
Then there's the song playing.
(But during the "silence" the song is playing normally over at China)

Another good thing? THERE'S JJ LIN'S SONG!! OMFG!!
Yes. I'm crazy. Whatever. There's still seven (korean) and english songs.
So much more. But bad thing? You can't choose the song you want.
Another difference is. The songs keep going.
One end and straight away comes another.
Just whether you want to join in to play or not.
(You go into the room. Everyone is dancing. But you are not.)
It's only when you want to play.
You can challenge someone, couple dance or solo.
then you click the button to "join" the dance.
Else you can just run about.

The overall experience isn't bad.
(Even the customization of character is so much more better!!)
When you start a new character. You can choose male or female.
I chose female (Since i don't use male characters for all online games)
Then you can actually adjust the bust size, fatness of the leg and arm.
The size of your feet and hands. And overall head size.
The only thing is you only got 4 different faces to choose from.

HOWEVER, you can still buy make ups in the game itself to actually
change your looks. The hairstyle and clothings are the same for starters.
But the "gamemaster" will send you gift of top, earring and sun glasses
for 7days as a start.
Oh, plus the game's item (if you are using game money aka DEN)
you can only buy the maximum time of 30days.
Which they really ENCOURAGE people to buy credits.
(which i doubt i will)

There's a lot more about 5th street to talk about.
But a little too lazy and I'm deprive of sleep now.
Shall end this pretty quick.

Went off to clean up the house.
Mum said that the agent is coming over tomorrow,
to take photos. So yar. Clean Clean Clean -.-''

Came back and play a few rounds of AuditionSEA.
I've notice. AUDITION is so EASY!!
OMFG. Not the up down left right.
But the navigation. Any noob MMPOGers can navigate through Audition with no problem.
but 5th Street is so... user UNFRIENDLY.
That i was stuck at the room for at least 15mins walk around wondering,
how to start playing. -.-''

Anyway. All is fun and went to auditionSEA's mall and made another DEN set.
This time.. It's over 1mil T.T

MMMEEHHHHHH 1,450,000DEN!!!
And I only have 69,000+ Den now.. OMFG. T.T

A few days ago. Was playing with AMK people.
1 Ama (THAT IS ME) and 5 RED titles.
I'm so overwhelmed T.T

Shall end here. It's 11.50PM now. Time to sleep. NIGHT!!
(I know this is a boring blog. hurhur)

Sweet Dreams and Hate The World.

Eek!

2007-08-20T17:06:00.000+08:00

I'm not working as hardworking as I thought I would be T.T
I feeling really weird nowadays. Can't say that I'm feeling down. More of like denial towards everything that is negative. Knowing that I'm broke and all. Kind of sucks big time I guess. Been having mind blank every now and then. As if my life is back to what I lived through during my 14~15 year old period.

I seriously don't feel like living much longer. All the problems, all the negative things I'm going through. Now an asshole taking granted of me and trying to be an asshole towards my primary school best friend. I mean. Do you expect me to trust you more (whom I knew for less than a month) than my best friend during my primary school period (Which at least last for 2years and now since we are back in contact, the feelings never change between us the sister! WOooHoo!)

I suddenly wish that my life isn't as fuck up as now. Maybe if I've moved to NZ with dad and brother. My life might be different? I might be fucking some white guy out of their mind after my work and enjoying the cold breeze of winter and welcoming the warm air bringing the smell of fresh blossom flower in spring.

I seriously thinking that I should had went off with them at that point of time. Call me cruel and heartless. But I rather admit that I want to run away from the miserable life I'm leading than keeping all the sufferings to myself and one day seeing my picture with a big headline saying a young girl died because she couldn't take the impact of debts left by her parents and having useless family members that leads to this tragedy.

I know all these sounds a little over average. But these things had been going through my mind (which is good, at least I'm not going to act on my impulsiveness and kill myself before i can jot it down) But however! I wish there are more to what I can do for this family that I'm born with. I still remember all the good times my parents had brought me. But at the same time, due to their lack of ability to speak well (for my mum) and the ability to lie very well (my dad) and the ability to ignore everything in sight (for my brother) which actually leads the whole fucking family into this pile of shit that I doubt I can finish cleaning off everything myself.

Not that my family isn't going to care about all these problems. But I can see clearly that my dad are running away from the problem and my brother decide to take the easy way out. That is to NOT face my mum. And I'm left all alone with my mother. Who continue to use her mouth to say. And I'm the one doing the actions. Fuck all these problems. I starting to hate HDB. Can't they see cases by cases. Just because my own fucking pay exceeds the 1.5K rule and mum and I got to find a way out ourselves? DO THEY THINK I'M SO FUCKING RICH AS A STARTER IN WORKING LIFE?! I got to pay the fucking school fee. The fucking bills and my own fucking expenses. Now they are there telling me "Oh, you are earning more than 1.5k. Cannot apply. You got the ability to pay for the house." WHAT THE FUCK! Try paying a house with 1.35k each month (after CPF) and see what can you eat afterwards. ASSHOLE, BITCH. RAWRRRRR ANGRY!!!

I guess there's nothing I can do after all. I'm stuck. All alone in this fucking family. As if the debts is made by no one else but me! Woohoo!! HOW FUCKING GREAT!!! Thank You my "god" Or whatsoever "fate" if you guys call it. I hate and don't ever let me see you. (After my death) I'm going to chew you and eat you alive and make sure you will feel the pain and suffering I've encountered x 1 trillion times. RAWRRRRR!!!!

FUCK THIS WORLD.

881

2007-08-19T01:57:00.000+08:00

Watched the movie today. 881.
A local production. Very touching show.
To me at least. I cried from the point where they were injured all the way till the end. The feeling is still with me now. I feel sad. Emotional. Lonely. Scared. And many more. But somehow, I know there are things that can never be express out for the better. Things that will harm someone else. Shan't be exposed. But sometimes, keeping secrets can harm yourself more than telling them the truth. I feel like an idiot. Being a good fella and what comes after that? Nothing but ill-treatment.

Is this what I get for being someone who cares for a friend more than myself?
I don't know. Really. Meg asked me the question that Mich asked her.
"Do you ever feel lonely?"

Answer is YES. I do. But what kind of loneliness that haunt me the most.
Is the loneliness of having no one that I can really speak my heart to.
Not that meg isn't one. But there are things that needs more explanation than giving me the chance to speak out my dismay and sadness. Sometimes, i really don't know what i should really do.

We, humans love to give hope and chances to assholes and idiots and even retards, and wishing that they will really change themselves to prove to us that. The chance/hope that we've been holding on isn't wasted. But throughout these years. All the hopes and chances and all ended up, crushed, thrown and even unappreciated or even, accused of being a hypocrite. So what can we really do in life? To make ourselves and friends feel better together. I found it almost impossible. There are people who are too lazy to listen to reasons and there are just plain jerks, assholes, bitches that just avoid their mistakes or blames and went on blabbering about the blame being someone else's. Which in fact, ISN'T.

You know, some times life can be so corrupted that you feel like ending the life. Just in a snap of your finger. But at the same time, before you can do that snap of your life. You will think of all the other things that are with you. I'm not born a libra. I don't balance my things. I go with my feelings. So i can't judge! So what can i do? lol. I really have no idea.

Been feeling very sad nowadays. I tried being happy and cheerful all the time. But there are times, i wish I'm vulnerable, just like my friends. And hope that my friends are like me. Cheerful and being there for me. But i know. They can never be like me. Every single human in this world, will think that their life story is the worst among their friends. They always expect care and concerns from friends that they WISH to get from. Any extra or unnecessary concerns from people they DON'T give a DAMN about, they will say you are being a busybody.

So what can I do? How the fuck i know whether I'm the BUSYBODY or I'm the one you WISH me to be caring for you. Seriously, sometimes I feel like giving a big tight slap on those people that take things for granted. Esp me. Even Meg don't get such a good treatment and now they are there complaining that I'm being a BUSYBODY? Fine. I think it's best for me to stick around my best buddy than you guys.

You people make me puke.

Kick boxing

2007-08-17T11:52:00.000+08:00

ISN'T EASY!!
OMG!! Colleague told me that the instructor that was teaching us yesterday.
Is advance training!! Means we are not given basic training.
(On how to jab, kick..etc)

So we went in straight into all the moves.
Thank goodness i knew some moves from Tekwando (sp)
so did alot of jabbing, punching, hooking, kicking
and the ending was the worst.
Went were doing abs training.
Means doing crunches.(sp)
All i know was, now my whole body is aching badly.
EXTREMELY PAIN AH!!! RAWRRRRR!!!!

But i have to say. It makes me feel so much better about myself.
After that 1 (LONG) hours of kicking and boxing the air.
I must finish all 9 lessons!! (we miss the 1st one T.T)

Shall update some other time. My arm aches when i type...
HOW TO WORK?!! T.T

I Really Don't Know

2007-08-14T14:17:00.000+08:00

What to blog anymore!!!
Shall update some other day. BB!

Audition - ExoticPuff Girls

2007-08-13T23:40:00.000+08:00

Met these 3 girls who dress up in the most exotic and colorful outfit you can find in AuditionSEA. And I name them as THE EXOTICPUFF GIRLS! (I don't know. Just feel like naming them that way) Purple girl[-Mystic-], Green girl[Estariand] and Red Girl[millie]. Thank you for the permission to post your SS here. Hehe :p

THE EXOTICPUFF GIRLS!

The Beginning...

Their Golden Time...

THE END! (I know I'm bored. Bleh)
Shall blog some other time~ tata~~

Sungei buloh

2007-08-12T22:10:00.000+08:00

My trip to Sungei Buloh on National Day ^^ Which is 9th of August. Is a fruitful day and I've never been so close to nature than that day... I love nature. (Except for bugs like mosquitoes and anything that is bug related) :p

[Welcome to Sungei Buloh Nature Reserve!]

[Photographer 1 - Jing Yuan aka my cousin. ^^V]

[A flower that looks like mini tree!]

[PURPLE FLOWER!!! *.*]

[Random Tree Branches, nice?]

[Tower Aries - Where you can actually spot birds activity. If you are patient enough and free enough to stay around there and wait.. (or just plain lucky)]

[The Photographer in cute motion. (She's doing her project!)]

[Me, looking like an auntie...]

[Beauty of the nature... Love the cloud. Taken at tower Aries]

[Tower Aries at the most top area (For viewing)]

[Tower Hide 2C , got no idea why it's name that.]

[The stairs at Hide 2C. IT'S STEEP! Compared to Aries']

[Taken from the stairs on Tower Hide 2C again]

[Scene 1 from Hide 2C - Front View]

[Scene 2 from Hide 2C - Top View (Looking down)]

[Scene 3 from Hide 2C - Back View (Just another side of the nature reserve)]

[Random Photo 1]

[Please Click this picture for the original size. As What I'm trying to show here is the water ski bug. Where they ski on the water. See the ripples? ^^V]

[The Greens on water]

[Komodo Dragon 1 - HI!!!]

[Komodo Dragon 2 - IT'S RUNNING AWAY!!!]

Video On Popping fish!!

Popping Fish 1

Popping fish 2

Yup, end of my sungei buloh trip. I know it's a little boring, but there's more picture!! But taken by Jing yuan the photographer-in-training ^^
Tata~ (I fed enough mosquitoes in one day... And it still itch NOW)

OMFG

2007-08-10T10:39:00.000+08:00

I FORGOT TO BRING MY THUMB DRIVE!!!!

Okie, no updating until tomorrow or something. T.T

Bored.. VERY bored

2007-08-07T22:17:00.000+08:00

A screenshot taken in game.
Love it. Don't know why. keke.

"I'm Da Girl! Yeah~"

Bored. HAHA! Shall post some other time. tata~

General updates

2007-08-06T21:58:00.000+08:00

Ohhh My Blog Rating!

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$2400

What's Your Blog Wanted For?

Didn't upload my pictures yet. Will post it soon.

Friday Night (3rd August)
Went to parklane's Kbox and sing crazily with people from -XD-
(Cindy, Kazer, Edwin, Malcom, Karene darling and Me)
Took some pictures and video. Will show it in the next post. heh heh.
Went slept at 4am. (I'm crazy!)

Saturday (5th August)
Meet meg for swimming (we are both late. I know T.T)
Swam for 5laps. Happy girl~
Ate at sushi restaurant beside the swimming complex.
(For pictures, please view this blog. Thank you.)
Went off to Royal Sporting house to buy myself a track pants,
and helped cousin buy a swimming goggle. ^^
Went back to tampines and decided to watch The Simpson's Movie.
Funny, but i feel angry when watching that.

Homer (Is it spell that way?) Is really a fucked up Asshole.
RAWR RAWR!! Oh well, it's just one retarded movie anyway.

Went home after dinner near S11. Tired. Sleep.

Sunday (4th August)
Woke up to meet cousin for a swim.
I improved!! I swam 7laps~! Woohoo~~
Went off to eat subway for lunch. ^^
Went home and prepare to meet meg.
Went down to Sentosa for Gloria's birthday~
She is so funny and cute!! omg omg!!
Took some photos over there too.
(For pictures, please view this blog. Thank you.)

^^ Went off pretty early.
Was tired. Went down to Sun Plaza to find my darling Cindy.
*hugs and kiss* Hope she is better now.
Sighs... *shouts* MAN SUCKS!

The quote i remember from meg on sunday.

"Woman has to stay pretty to keep a man.
Man has to stay rich to keep a woman."

So yar, i agree to it.
Now I'm on slimming program (Made by myself)
Reason: No money. Overspent -.-'
So yar. Broke shit. Extreme broke T.T

Monday (6th August, Today)
Didn't sleep well.
Keep running to toilet.
Having bad bad tummy problem.
Went to see doctor.
He thinks it's food poisoning.
But isn't serious. So yar.
Gave me 2 days MC.
(NO! I didn't ask for it. He just gave me)

Went off to meet meg at interchange for lunch.
Accompany her to see doctor.
(OMG, my doctor's medicine works miracle!)
Kelvin is sick too!
OMG, what the hell is going on man.
Everyone is sick. Kelvin came down to Tampines.
Companied him to polyclinic.
Took us an whole hour!! Just to wait.
And everything ended in less than 10mins -.-''

Was sleeping throughout the waiting time.
I'm SICK! wahaha :x

Went off to have dinner at S11 and went home.
Sleep from 6plus till 9pm.
Gosh. I'm really sick and tired. I still yearn for more now.
But got to pack up my clothes.
Mum say need to throw those unwanted ones away...
Ahhh I'm lazy. Extreme lazy...

Shall update again tomorrow. (Still wondering,
should I work tomorrow)

Bored

2007-08-03T15:28:00.000+08:00

at work!!!
So bored that i use 3 screenshots of my avatar and made a very ugly banner.
(u know it sucks when there's not good software to use to edit graphics T.T)

Here's the disaster. :p

So yeah. bored worker with bored day = ugly creation. LOL.
Had lunch at company's cafe.
The today's special SUCKS! big time!!
Bakes Cajun fish. omg. Dry like those salted fish.
And almost tasteless. Pls.. Kill me... RAWR RAWR RAWRRRR

A day at suntec

2007-08-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

Shall update on the trip to suntec.
Had Staff conference @ suntec after lunch.
From 2pm to 5pm.

Met up with cindy for lunch. Happy! ^^
Ate the porridge buffet on the first floor of the convention center.

The stuff we took. :p

My Or Bi Beh!! (Or Or Chu Bi) Love love!

-----
Next! At Staff Conference. Which is JUST RIGHT BESIDE the WCG (World Cyber Game) - Asian Championship. ^^

Had a little game and see what we suppose to do? Tada!!

Tying the Bandanna on our head, arm or neck. So ke ai!!! ^^

Neckie Example 1 (look like boy scout? hehe)

Neckie Example 2 ke ai de mei mei~ hahahaah :x

The overall look from my view to the stage ^^
Half way through the conference a colleague of mine and I got freaking bored. and decided to do cloth origami ^^ so fun~ (not really :x)

Elaine's End result - a birdie. :p

MINE!!! A heart shape~ nice nice? :p

Meg told me about the hula at city link and decided to take photo of it. Not clear tho T.T

Far View.

Closer view. (so shy!! taking photos in the middle of city link *bleh*)
Anyway~ went for the WCG and it looks fun!!! But not so fun, if they have audition and i can't participate. But there's a BOOTH for them!! SI BEH SMALL. Trust me. It's SMALL.

Plus you can't try out audition over there. So bored.
End up watching CS match, DoA4 (this is a very fast and lame match), then keep walking around and saw some mini match of guitar hero (i think), Gears of War and more... Quite cool. But nearly throw up. After seeing too many games at one shot. (after all, i'm not the one playing :p)
So yar~ shall update again next time~

Ohhh so looking forward to KTV.
But lao da might change the venue. Not sure if they will go or not T.T

-Arily-XD- finally turn AMATEUR

2007-08-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

Came back from Suntec after having dinner with meg.
Play audition for some time.
Forgot to SS the clothes that a friend gift me for 7days.
LOL. MUST SS ah!! before the 7days end :p

So here are they~

Mage Set!! (the face is bought by mself! ;p)

The bear bear set!! (Only the hair + top) hurhur. This set is very common.
So common that we actually make alittle fun out of it.
A room of 5 or 6 of us. All in the same outfit. Guys and Girls. So cute!
Gonna take SS soon, when i can get the vid from The "record" guy ^^

Woohoo!! I PASS MY LEVEL 21 LICENCE IN ONE FREAKING TRY!!
(I know it should be spell as license. But somehow thats how audition spells it -.-'')

So yar! Happy x 10000. I was so scared about this license.
That i went to do some training on my own. All 5 times.
All 5 times didn't meet the requirement. Either too little perf, score or just BOTH!
Was so scared and end up thinking, "aiya, fk. fail fail lar"
Woohoo~ who knows?~ I pass!!! wahahaha!!

My cute little Amateur!!

Played Nite (Girls Vs Boys) and girls lost!!! But never mind. I had fun and i finally got a penguin picture of myself!! hurhur :p

cute right?~ okok, shall blog some other days~ There's alot of pictures to be uploaded and so much more to blog about. Maybe tomorrow. Maybe.. ;p

(Tomorrow's KTV TIME!! Woohoo!! happy x100000)

Botak Jones

2007-08-01T15:10:00.000+08:00

serves in CRAZY portions!!!
The food isn't bad. But not good either. LOL.
But for the portion vs price. It's worth it ^^

This is the website : botak jones

Do not get fool by the pictures they show you.
Most of them are much larger than what's shown there.
SERIOUS -.-''

This is just ONE table. (where i'm sitting. The other, i didn't take :p)

The list of food we ordered :
Stuffed Jalapenos (it's not in the picture. it's in our tummy before this picture is taken)
4 Botak Burger set (comes with salad and fries)
1 Cajun Chicken Burger set (salad and fries)
1 Whoopass Cheese Fries (which is in crazy portion)

It looks little when u see what we ordered. But we all nearly died T.T) It's HUGE! Let me repeat. HUGE! omg. But I'm contented.. And feel guilty too. SO FATTENING!! OMFG!!! RAWR RAWR

And this is botak Burger, (i was actually taking to see the splat on his shirt. Cause one of the colleague was eating STUFFED JALAPENOS. And the "juice" just squash out of it and on his shirt :p)

Well, for overall I myself will give Botak Jones a.. 3.5 out of 5.

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Time for some random pictures!!

Some snacks colleague pass to me and i still can't finish that bottle of peanuts :p (woot~ lazy to rotate)

Wooho!! My freaking name!! I finally have my own office "table". Although i know it will be gone, on Mar '08 X.X

Was wondering what this suppose to mean. Drink all you can for just $1.10 SGD? lol :x

Mummy's stall. Gone. Finally. :x

The front view of the stall ^^ (Wrong angle i know i know)

DA BANNA!!! (The Banner) of the shop. ^^ purple. I like! :p

Sorry, it should be rotated to another angle. But i LAZY :x anyway. this is the poh piah stall beside mum's. And i like their poh piah!! VERY NICE!! ^^

THE POH PIAH!!! rofl~ To me it's very nice. Not sure about the others. But the auntie and uncle always closes early, because the fillings are finished. FINISHED! -.-'' There's time where i don't get to buy it early and they closed. LOL (esp when they are like RIGHT beside ME!!) so yeah~ end of random pictures~ shall post some other days~ tata!! ^^

Offically

2007-07-30T14:36:00.000+08:00

EDITED!!

single on 30th July 2007.
I guess it's for the best for him and I.
I have no time for a boyfriend.
He needs my attention. So, nah dah!

Yeah. Guess I'll be single for the time being.
Don't really look forward for a boyfriend now.
Except that he is rich + extremely free for me.
Else. Forget it. hurhur~~ (ps: he can't be too ugly, if he is rich, right?)

HDB

2007-07-30T11:30:00.000+08:00

Took a day off and went down to HDB and get to know more about the situation.
LOL. I'm homeless. Soon. No money no talk.
This is what Singapore is made of. Money. $$$$

All the law and contracts. Papers with words that can banish one from the society, bankruptcy, homeless, jobless... I feel so weird. My life is moving in such a fast speed, that my age can't even catch up. So many things can't be done, just because i'm under 21. Sweet....

No more house. More debts. More holes to fill. I think very soon. I need to take up another job. Most likely. If not, there's no way this cycle is going to end. What can a boyfriend do? When I'm in such a state. Nothing. I can't expect anyway. Am i right? He is just. a BOYFRIEND. Not someone that I'm going to get married to or anything close to that.

I don't have any extra energy to think about others. I only have enough for myself now. And maybe friends. Nothing else. Now to think, love is just like another burden to me now. The idea of going out = money spent. Idea of worrying for boyfriend = more white hair. I don't know. I feel so tired now. I feel like sleeping everyday. I feel like running away from everything now. Maybe playing games everyday might help? (where the fact is i'm getting bored and tired from all these, that playing game doesn't really help) I need pay increment. Even though i know my pay is high for my education. I need more. So much more that i'm starting to worry. I need to work extra at work. Took too much leaves. I need to contribute. To work hard. So make everything right.

Current project ends : March '08

I got no idea what is going to happen, after this project ends.
This is the first time i feel that March '08 is coming towards me so fast.
But i know, when March '08 is here. It also mean that I'm going to be 1) homeless 2) aunt's house 3) homeless 4) homeless.. yeah. get the idea? ^^ Lets pray that one day there's someone there for me. Someone with the support. Not mentally, but physically and financially...

I admit, I'm turning more and more selfish. Someone that I myself do not know anymore. Someone so cruel, just to be kind to myself and others. This is me. I need to fix everything, before i can move on, like the way i use to me. How many years are all these things going to haunt me for. I don't know. Years maybe...

Bank Loan : Aug '08
HDB Debts : 3 years minimum
Outside Debts : Not going to calcualate

The only thing that i know i'm clearing up, is my own school fee ( Bank Loan ) HDB, i shouldn't be caring, but i have to. LOL.... Outside debts... So many people. So little money. What can i do? HDB said that to apply for a rental flat. The whole household income must be less than 1,500 SGD per month. BUT MY OWN SALARY IS ENOUGH TO CROSS THAT LINE! I suddenly feel fucked. The girl was thinking maybe can use my CPF and appy for a flat or something. Guess what? I'M NOT EVEN 21!! WOOHOO~~~ FUCK ME MOTHER FUCKER PIECE OF SHIT. I hate being a 87 baby. Kill me.

As of today

2007-07-29T19:11:00.000+08:00

I'll be free for weekends.
But for money wise I'm even more tight than the past.

1) Paying School loan $400SGD per month.
2) Singtel bills estimated $250SGD per month. (it might be more)
3) Daily expenses (Food and transport) $500SGD per month.

that means $1,150SGD(++) spent per month. Hmm..
I'm broke shit.

My dearest house... I believe in the near 1 or 2 months.
It's not going to be mine anymore. (Or so call my family's)
Hope that HDB would rent us a one room flat or something.

Haha, I might go MIA from the point I got to start packing,
to the point i settle in a house that internet access is up.
(I'm keeping my internet access for sure. But need a place)

Woohoo~ My life is fucked. So am I. ^^V

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Dance

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Sociology

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Biology

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Art

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Psychology

58%

Anthropology

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Engineering

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Mathematics

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Philosophy

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Linguistics

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English

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Journalism

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simpsons me

2007-07-26T15:38:00.000+08:00

When i reach 40 year old. ROFL!!!

I'm the one in black top with purple hair.
okok, let me upload the one without background. ^^

Click the image for full size ^^ if you are interested in making your own.
Click here!! ^^ Shall update some other time...

My life is fucked up and i'm going to post about it. Doesn't make me feel good anyway.

Horo + depression

2007-07-24T23:42:00.000+08:00

Today's Horoscope :

The art of loving yourself requires a great deal of prioritization. So if you're invited to a great party or get together, it's important for you to realize that if you attend it, you will be sacrificing some important time to yourself. Self-nurturing should not always be put on the back burner. Every once in a while, you have to put it first and give yourself the attention you need. If any part of you dreads mingling with a roomful of people, do yourself a favor and politely opt out.

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Just had a long chat with auntie over the phone.
She was telling me that, mum is really getting close to depression.
saying that she might break down any minute...

Telling me to take over the house and responsibilities.
Plus asking me to take care of mum and get that evil agent off my mum's back.
I think it's time for me to be.. well, evil.
I've been having one eye open, one eye close for that agent.
Being close to my mum. Wanting to stay over at my house.

Now more problems surface.
Just because my mum earns an extra 100 bucks.
And u ask her to treat u for a meal.
Which cost over 80 bucks.
Whats the difference?!

If seriously, you are here to help my mum.
Don't even ask her to treat you.
Asshole, daugther of a bitch.
SLUT...

No wait.. that will be an insult to the word itself.
Ok fine. whatever. I'm going to ask her to fuck off.
She is pissing me off more and more.

I already dislike her.
And now i'm getting more and more information that
mum didn't tell me. So to "shield" her.
GREAT. Just too damn fucking great.

Mum, don't blame me for what i'm going to do in the future.
It's her who force me into doing dramatic measures,
before this family falls apart.

I hate being in problems.
I hate being in charge of dealing with the problems.
Especially when I'm not the problem starter.

FUCK YOU! AUNTIE ***. FUCK YOU!

5th Street 舞街区

2007-07-23T22:18:00.000+08:00

This was posted on PPF a month ago.
Read it while at work.
I just can't seems to create an account back then.

So today did it finally. and now downloading the game.
Love the graphics and dance move. Here are the vid ^^

and

It looks really cool. Shall try it out.
But the download is LONG!! i started the download around 8pm.
Now is already...10.30 and it's only 23%!!!
Rofl~ i guess good stuffs gonna wait ya? ^^

Here's the SS i took of their homepage :p

And this is the link [[here]] to the screen shots of the game.
I haven't start playing yet. So yar...
Hope it's worth the downloading time. hehe.
Shall update another day~

Today's Horo

2007-07-23T20:05:00.000+08:00

Grab from friendster.

Cancer :

The Bottom Line

Your indecisive phase is continuing today, and it might frustrate a few people.

In Detail

Your indecisive phase is continuing through today, and it might frustrate a few people who are trying to nail you down. Keep asking for the time you need to make your choice -- if they can't deal with that, then who needs them? Your indifference to their feelings is not a sign that you don't care about them. Rather it's a sign that you can't change your life because other people tell you to. It's a good thing to exercise your independence now and again!

True? I think so...

Did anyone

2007-07-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

Encounter this problem.
(raised by meg)

Click for full size

If so, please state. Cause from what i see. I do not encounter it. So far so good. (but IE is in serious problem with me. Nothing views normal in IE, and if it is normal in IE, then it goes extremely wrong in Firefox)

Anyway. Didn't really have time to update about what is going on. Shall really recall what happen and update it here. But not now. Have other topic in mind. lol. :p

(For people who hates to read chinese, please forgive me. For the following post will be in chinese as I suddenly feel the need to. LOL)

第二顺位。。。

刚读完《前男友。前女友》（漫画）书中写到：

“我从来没有跟我喜欢的人交往过。。。每当我遇到喜欢的人，他不是有了女朋友，就是把我当作朋友看待，要不然，就是那种连说句话都没办法，高高在上的人。

在对他表白之前。。就放弃死心了。

所以，我总是跟第二喜欢的人交往，被表白以后。。觉得还可以的人。。一开始就被喜欢的那种放心。。。很轻松的心情去谈恋爱。

我一直认为，像我这样。。。应该是蛮适合第二顺位的幸福吧！”

这一番话让我好心痛。我好想和我喜欢的人交往。可是，没有一次是成功的。我好想爱一个人。可是，爱人好难。特别是我是一个很爱计较的人。

如果他对我比我对他来的好。我会不服气。好想超越他。让他感受到我的爱护与呵护。可是，到头来，受伤的人总会是我。一次又一次得伤害让我了解了。爱情不一定要100%的付出。而是，50% 于50% 地交换。他的好，我要以一样的交换率还给他。这样彼此都不会受伤害。。。现在的他对我很好。。

现在的我，不可能给他一样的好。。。我好想对他好。每天的，每分钟的。可是，我有太多的忧郁和烦恼。我的心根本不能100%的想着他。我有朋友。工作。家庭。金钱，的顾虑。。。我好想闭上眼睛。一辈子的睡下去。。。

Am busy

2007-07-22T12:08:00.001+08:00

So gonna update some other time. Just putting some things here.
wahahaha. tata ^^

What a day...

2007-07-20T11:31:00.000+08:00

Yesterday suppose to be the first lesson of kick boxing i subscribe to attend.
But got urgent meeting. End up can't go. *sighs*

Now left with 9 more... T.T

Went home to rest. Kel came over.
Was intending to tell him to see me play audition.
Since there's a guild training-cum-meeting session.
Then i was expecting to be able to play.
But somehow it's one room. Lao da say is to meet people.
So i'm bored. Decided to show kel on the dvd show of Russell Peters.
Man. it's like the 4th time i've watch it and i still laugh like some retard T.T

Kel keep saying Russell is a jerk. ROFL!!
But seriously. People who can't take racist joke, will hate Russell to the core :x
But I myself don't mind. Since it's all jokes and comedy. :p

By the time we finish the dvd. It's already new 12mn -.-
Was intending to sleep straight away. But mum came back.
Ask me to shift the sofa and etc -.-''
Wanted to play 1 or 2 rounds of audition.
Since i never play when i went for the guild training.
But saw hushie darling aka Karene darling ^^

Created a private room and chitchat throughout :p
Was bored anyway. By the time i notice.
It was 1am T.T omg. I can't seems to have enough time.
I need to socialize. With my friends. Best friend. Good friends.
Game friends. Forum friends. ETC!!!! rawr!!
Now i understand the meaning of 24 hours a day is never enough.
I always thought that 24 hours are more than one can use.
But somehow, i prove myself to be very wrong in that concept.
I love to sleep alot. Now i can't even sleep for a peaceful 8hours.
Not that i dislike what I'm doing. but it's just that there's never enough time.
For all the things i want to do. All event crashes. Family problems.
sighs.. whatever...

Got to go back to work. tata~ shall update some other time.

Listening to Classical : Bach - Pachelbel's Canon in D major and a whole list of classical : here!

I'm in love~ Classical you are my savior~

35 things...

2007-07-19T14:43:00.000+08:00

...most guys don't know about girls.

1.You have to tell a girl exactly how you feel about her. We don't make assumptions.
2.It never hurts to sit downand work things out.
3.Girls like sex just as much, if not more than guys.
4.Not all girls masturbate, if we say we don't, we really just don't, and no we are not lying.
5.We hate porn. Just the bare thought of watching strangers do each other makes our skin have goosebumps. We would much rather take action w/ you.
6.Guys that drive the car that suits them..take our advice...yummm...
7.Girls need food, water, and compliments to survive.
8.If we go out with you..we think about you ALL the time
9.Being able to make us laugh is so much more important than how much you can bench-press. (But havin a nice body aint a bad thing!)
10.We may think you are gay if you wear tighty-whities on a regular basis.
11.Hold our hand in public and you willl see us smile even more.
12.No backseat drivers. NONE!
13.Girls generally don't like giving head, we expect you to do the same if and when you get it.
14.We are not your all-night restaurant.
15.Anything we say or do during those four days to a week each month cannot be held against us.
16.If you hold our hand while you are driving we will be thoroughly impressed, especially if it's a stick.
17.Under no circumstances will we have a threesome.
18.You look hot in hooded articles of clothing.
19.If you think for any reason that we don't like you then we probably don't.
20.Having us over while you and your friends play video games does not count as "quality time".
21.Just because we groom ourselves on a regular basis does not mean we're high maintenance.
22.Never comment on how much a girl eats.
23.Keep in mind that we withhold sex when we're mad at you, so you might wanna get around to apologizing. (We know Holding out's not easy!)
24.You just can't force us to like sports, its black and white, either we don like it or we really do.
25.We're typically smarter than you, so get over it, and stop whining when we get better grades than you.
26.If you do not own a wife-beater, stop reading this list, and go invest in one, RIGHT NOW!
27.The ability to sweet talk will help you get laid.
28.When you inform us that you will call back within the next 5 min, we expect it to be exactly 5 min..each minute we wait is completely agonizing.
29.Walks in the rain, kisses on the forehead, and cooking dinner for us will get you everywhere.
30.Just because we're in a serious relationship doesn't mean we plan to marry you someday, so stop being so damn scared!!!
31.If you're developing such good finger skills playing video games you better put them to good use sometimes.
32.Anything you do or say to another girl that you wouldn't want us to know about is considered cheating.
33.If we can admit that we're wrong, you'd better be able to do the same.
34.The excuse "I can't dance" is unacceptable. We'll appreciate the simple fact that you're trying.
35.On that note, if you refuse to dance, expect us to dance with other guys, and lots of them.

Grab from this website. --> Jerrick's Law of Life

- - -

2007-07-17T11:18:00.000+08:00

Some updates:

Friday 13th,
went off to meet cousin after work.
Since she wants to buy some clothes.
Was at G2000. I wasn't having any intention to get any.
but end up. She with 0 me with 2.
(will update the pictures once i've taken photo of it)
Went off to walk around at bugis.
Came across this pushcart selling bags.
I was in need of a new working bag.
So the salesman(who seems like the boss)
was introducing the bags.
Telling me that the quality of the bags he has, are
of good materials. So i bought one. :x
not cheap tho ~.~ $45.90 (SGD)

This is the bag :p

Saturday 14th,
Work at mum's stall.
Kelvin came to find me.
He is bored. -.-''

Went off to Katong shopping centre (I think)
and played audition!!
(happy x 1000)

But forgot about my plug-in earpiece!!
(sad x 1000) T.T

Went home around 2.30am. extremely late.

Sunday 15th,
work at mum's stall.
Home, audition, sleep :x

Monday 16th,
Almost wanted to die, when i can't find any ear piece to replace.
Lucky, i've found a very old sony earpiece, WORKING.
Hehe at least better that nothing :p

tada! my old earpiece :p

Went to AMK hub for lunch.
Saw 200 pound beauty's VCD/DVD.
Bought the VCD version. (it's cheaper)
Took it home and watch.
Cry like a baby. T.T
Kang Hanna!!!

Now i understand why the people,
who finish watching that show.
Will keep "Maria, ave Maria~"
Cause number 1) thats the only think anyone can really remember or know how to sing. Number 2) it is also the part where captivates most of the people's attention. But my favorite part is where she stands at the concert hall, telling people about her life. I feel even more sad, when she shouted at the guy saying "Do you even know how it feels to stand faraway and look at someone you like and feel happy just by doing so? Do you know how it feels not being able to confess your love?"

So yeah~ i want the emo song, the song sang by Kang Hanna in the video.
Saying that she wrote it while staring at the stars... I WANNTTTTT T.T
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Misc pictures.

Dango bought at Hokkaido Fair :) VERY NICE X 1000000 :x

A fat cat at Tampines 201 area :p (bigger than my FEET LEH!)

A cat at Eunos MRT station area's coffee shop.
So cute!!!! :p it was actually sleeping. but it notice that i'm taking picture.
And it stare at me. ROFL :x

I'm seriously confused

2007-07-15T23:34:00.000+08:00

"Now I'm lost, apologies are not accepted"

My life priority :

1) Work
2) Family
3) Friend
4) Myself
5) Love

Work is taking up 50% of my time.
Family is taking up another 10%.
10% is used for sleeping.
15% boyfriend.
The remaining 15%?

My own time.
My other family members.
...

and now I'm going to use that 15% for my dearest friend and my new boyfriend.
I never seems settled. I need a lot of sleep.
Now I'm giving excuses and reasons. (oh how great)

I have so many things to share with her.
But I always have things coming up to me.
I've miss so many outings.
I've miss so many slacking time.

But never mind.
I've changed my boyfriend.
I believe it will get better.

No, not because Jerel isn't good.
But he just isn't right for me.
The feeling is lost. Gone. Forever.

I've fallen for another guy.
He is funny, interesting... and i believe he is reading my blog.
ROFL~

But to HIM : I won't have much time for you. I'm sorry.
But i believe we still can meet up once a while ya?
Since you've met my mum. ROFL!!!! :p

So yeah. officially broke up and officially attached.
"You are a selfish girl" - Got to know this, from Jerel.
Hmm... I'm selfish, i admit.

My 300th post

2007-07-13T11:38:00.000+08:00

Quote Of the Day
"Humor is merely tragedy standing on its head with its pants torn."
- Irvin S. Cobb

Comic Of the Day

Cat Of the Day

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Worked till 8pm yesterday.
Can't finish my job still.
Went home and waited for guild training.
Some how, i see no one online.
Hmm, may i shan't go for the next one ya?

Slept at 12mn.
Pretty much a boring life now.
Waiting for later.
Meeting cousin to go AMK hub or alittle walk.
She wants to buy a new swim suit.
I want to buy a new bag. So ya

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Missing contents
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Stupid blogger with the stupid arrow signs.
The important message are all gone. rawr!!
Can't remember much.
But i know it's something sad.
About life actually.
About how a failure I am to my friend.
How I can't seems to be more caring towards her.
Guess I'm tired from my life.

I don't think having a boyfriend helps at all.
I feel restricted from a lot of things.
I feel a need to relax and enjoy the life i'm living.

Too MC on wednesday.
While i went through the whole day.
I feel so relax.
So happy.
There are so many things i've been missing.
The time where i can just sit there,
wondering what i should do next.
Should i continue sleeping, play game or take a walk.

I feel wobbly from the runs of toilets.
But i still manage to walk from my house to the clinic,
to the coffee shop and home. I ate at the coffee shop.
Alone, it isn't a bad feeling after all.
I like eating alone, sometimes, depend where i am.
Depends on who i'm around with.

At work, i will feel extremely irritated,
if I'm alone for lunch.
But I'm perfectly ok if i'm taking dinner alone.
Suddenly, the house seems too big.
After aunt helped mum and I clean the house.
It seems so empty.
So empty that i want to cry out.
Bring Jerel to my house doesn't help.
He isn't one of the family.
The dog is gone. It's even more lonely.

I might... go SPCA for once.
To get mum and i a pet.
AFTER i've done all my research on dog
or cat grooming and breeding.
I don't want to be blamed for my inconsideration.
I don't want people to think that,
I don't give a damn to the pet.
I do, I'm just too tired, too busy
to even take care of them...

Or maybe.. It's just an excuse.

I guess I'm tired.

SO KE AI!!!

2007-07-12T15:06:00.000+08:00

Okie, was reading Rain's blog.
And she just changed her blogskin.
Which is VERY NICE!!
So went to the designer's website.
And I've found this super cute skin!!
I might change to it :p
Since the cat is so cute and it's purple-ish pink :x
Here is the SS i took while i was browsing :p

So yeah. It's SOOOO ADORABLE!!! *drools*
Ok Ok, shall stop here. Need to work. tata~

10 Weird Things

2007-07-11T22:30:00.000+08:00

Rules of the game:

Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts, as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs!

1. i like guys who are... nerdy (at least wear specs)

2. i find guys who knows general knowledge hansome.. :p

3. i always have 2 different feelings to one thing or one issue.

4. i loooovvveeeeeee soft toys (but i don't have the soft toy look, i know)

5. i can't stop admiring girls boobs

6. i have selective memory

7. i love seeing the life cycle of the animals (being a prey and being the predator)

8. i love being alone

9. i always think that being kind and helpful is the most important key to making friends

10. i like sleeping with only 1 cloth on me. (don't think too deep ya?)

The Chosen Six to be tagged:

1. Adeline
2. Adoncia
3. Carol
4. Jing Yuan
5. Karene
6. Elsa

lala~

2007-07-11T22:24:00.000+08:00

Okie, not so important updates!! :p

Sunday :

Mum's stall electricity went crazy.
So i didn't have to work!! Rested at home :p

Monday :
Went to work. Finish, went to meet jerel. End.

Tuesday :
Work, meet jerel.
Went to TM's Hokkiado Fair.
Bought myself 4 sticks of Dango.
(Each stick got 3) Ohh In heaven!! :p
Home. End.

Wednesday :
Didn't go to work.
Since my tummy is giving me a bad problem.
Went to see doctor. Sighs.. T.T
Came back played alittle audition.
Sleep again. Went to meet Kelvin.
Wahahaha!! He treated me to Phin's Steakhouse.
Woot!! :p Thank you!!1 *kiss kiss* hahaz.
Went to walk alittle. And home. Now blogging.

(hehe, i know my post is very short. but i really can't remember much!!)

070707

2007-07-07T22:07:00.000+08:00

SAVE THE GREEN!!!! :p
Woke up extremely late T.T
Suppose to meet up with PLAY's people at ECP @ 12nn!!
Woke up at near 1pm T.T

Rush down to ECP and met up with them,
I seriously wore the wrong outfit.
But never mind was going to meet meg later at evening.
They bought me capitaland's voucher!! *kiss kiss*
Thank you all!! *hug hug*

Here are some photo taken. It's pretty clear who are the weird one. -.-

Group photo!!
(Top Row: Darren[Frozentary], Kelvin[Hebe], Gary[BlazinNite83], Ralf[Ralf], Edwin[-Nev0n-XD-]
Bottom Row: Yong Ming[Kazehana], June[Rokugatsu], Me!![-Arily-XD-], Kimberly[wintergal87], Jia Wen[xiaojw88])

Me, Sweetie (June aka Rokugatsu), and Sweetie (Kim aka wintergal87)
[Candid shot!!]

Me, Sweetie (June aka Rokugatsu), and Sweetie (Kim aka wintergal87)
[Actual one]

Me and Kelvin (Hebe, yes, he using a female avatar!! omgz!)
[HE IS SO TALL]

After i complain?? Hehez

Seriously, i feel so fat. After looking at all these photos. ROFL~
Oh well. Maybe someday.. SOMEDAY i'll start slimming. :p

The Actual Day!!

2007-07-06T21:57:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to me! Happy Birthday to me!
Happy Birthday to vinnie~ Happy birthday to me~~~

So i went off early in the noon to meet up with meg.
Wanted to do our hair. But vincent said have to wait alittle while.
So went back to Bedok central and did my nails :p

Tada~!! My nails. lol :x (Click to enlarge)

Went back to salon and do my hair.
From 5.30 (i think) all the way till 9pm. -.-

Went off to mos right after, with my new hair!!
(With jasmin and meg)

Me!! In MoS ladies, (as usual)

Went off around 4am and ate our breakfast.
this time i didn't eat sausage egg MacMuffin.
I took hotcakes with ALOT of maple syrup. :p

Went home and knock out!!

The day before i hit 20

2007-07-05T21:54:00.000+08:00

Went to work. Since i can't take off for 2 days straight.
But it's nice!!
Went to swensen(sp) and eat.
I DIDN'T HAVE TO PAY!!!
But i forgot to take pictures T.T

Went to meet cousin at compass point.
Helped her with her project.
Went home after we ate and all.
Sleep died. :x

Happy Independent Day

2007-07-04T10:15:00.000+08:00

Not for Singapore. But United State of America. rofl~ :p
Yes it's 4th of July now.
Lots of people having birthday today.
I just can't remember them. :p

2 more days and i'm officially 20years old. :x
Gawd, i feel so old now...
Everyday going work makes me feel extremely old.
Why? Cause i alight at YioChuKang MRT station and there's
like big bunch of NYP students waiting for each other to go school.
While me? Walking away from that scene and off to my work place.

This is like so weird.
It's been 3 months after i graduated. (or so call after the exams)
And i still can't accept the fact that i'm working...
Full time. Not part time. No more going out after school.
Since it ends so freaking early.
No lectures to skip so to sleep a few hours later.
Like now...
Even taking one of the annual leave is so tedious.
Giving reasons and all.
If not, it can't be approved.
I feel so sad. Extremely sad. RAWR!!

But i guess sooner or later i got to get use to it.
Might as well start earlier. T.T

I seriously miss poly time.
The friends, the crowd, the teachers, the time....

My feelings.. are changing...

2007-07-03T13:57:00.000+08:00

Listening to : Lin Jun Jie - Endless Road

I know quite a handful of you guys know about a guy
name WING? That looks like JJ?
He studies in NYP, living in simei.
Never would i thought that he will be taking 72 from Tampines interchange.
But he did... He met up with his friends. Which i doubt he notice me.
But the sight of him. Makes my heart goes "Thud"
A familiar feeling. Feeling of a huge crush once again afloat.
I was so afraid that he knows who am i.
So i was praying that he can't board the bus.
Since it was single deck. Thank gawd, he didn't.
But i sat by the window and looked at him once more.
And another "Thud" came...

I was half dead. But it woke me up.
I don't know if i'm still interested in him.
Or i just really like the way he looks.

Can you imagine?
A guy looking just like JJ.
Standing less than 20meters away from you?
Esp when i think that JJ is hot and cute.

This is bad... Throughout the bus ride.
I was thinking about the time i talked to him.
But i know... I won't fall for him.
Since we doesn't click.
I mean, yes i love his looks.
But THATS ALL!

He doesn't have the same common topic with me.
He like j-rock + fashion.
I like Gadgets, IT, games + a little fashion.

He spent tons on his hair + clothings.
I spent tons on gadgets, games..
And very little on fashion.

this is weird.
Suddenly i want to meet jerel
and just hug him. And make this feeling go away...

I hate you, WING.

Listening to : Ken Hirai - Pop Star

Sighs..

2007-07-02T09:47:00.000+08:00

I'm so useless lar. Seriously.
Is either too busy and people being nice to me.
Or i just being an ass. I don't really know.
Got to settle myself down.

Get the facts right...
Get my life straight.
What is important and what is not.
What is the point of having someone new.
When you have to give up the old ones?
I really can't seems to understand.
Trying to feel the "honeymoon" period.
But somehow, i feel guilty. extremely guilty.
FK! this is so fucking irritating.

I need to get things done.
My life. My money problem. My friends. My love.
Last but not least, my size.

Yes, i'm fucking aware of my size.
Even when people doesn't mind it.
(I mind. SERIOUSLY I DO!)

But somehow, everyday i prefer to run away from it.
And feel all sad and down for the fact that i ran away from the idea.
I feel good when people say they doesn't mind.
But i feel worse when people say they like the way i am.
Cause i myself don't.

People always say...
You can't start loving people, when you don't start loving yourself.
So right now. I don't love my boyfriend. Not even a tinny winy bit.
I just like the companionship and the huggings.
He smell good, he looks cute (to me) and he seems hardworking.
Thats all!! I mean, i don't like his temper,
i don't like the way he talks to me,
i have too many things in mind that can make me reject him.
Right, in fact, now.

He is the first guy who makes me feel that i'm in a normal relationship.
We goes on dates (although no movies or good dinner)
But we do go for short walks and talks.
It makes me feel that he really appreciate for who i am.
But i'm not doing that in return.

He always say he loves me.
But i no longer believe in those 3 words.
I Love You.

Although my nickname means

Always
Remember
I
Love
You

But i don't love anyone.
Ok, maybe my best friend.
My games, my family and even my job.
But i can't even love myself!!
Let alone a boyfriend.

I feel cruel towards him.
But i feel even worse towards myself.
I know i'm letting too many people down at one time.
But i also know that the biggest obstacle is myself.

The mental blockage, the physical hatred.
I just the same old me back in secondary school.
I think i am...

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A test done, found on Dee's blog.
Call colorgenics.
I think it's pretty true for me.
I'm just stuck in between....

I'm a failure.

The Colorgenics Quiz

Out in bugis

2007-06-28T14:46:00.000+08:00

Went down to bugis to meet jerel to get his O2 Atom Exec.
*Jealous x 10000000000000*
But oh well, it's nice. At least it looks nice. keke.
I hate M1 seriously.

They are selling it @ less than 500 for one (with contract)
While the other providers are selling at a few dollar
less than a thousand for one (with contract too!)

Can you imagine? It's like half price!! -.-''
But the one i really want, is still Dopod.
Either is C800 or 838pro.
I seriously not sure of which and both cost the same.

(Click to view the specs and features)

C800

838pro

Ai Ling (my colleague), she told me,
that i can get them A LITTLE cheaper at 2nd hand.
A little = 100~ 200.

Means eg: singtel selling @ 998 w/ contract.
2nd hand will be 800 (negotiable/ negotiated) w/o contract.
But i really don't know.
If i have extra 800 bucks.
Might as well i buy new hardware to upgrade my desktop.
Or save a little more to get a whole new laptop.

Then, i think back. If i really have extra 800.
Won't it be dumped into my school fee loans?
Sighs... Fucked up. RAWR!

But never mind. Waiting for my red ipod Nano w/ engraving.
Wahahah~ sibeh happy. Shaun sent me the pictures on it.
He say it looks even nicer in real.
I can't wait. to pass him the deposit and get the ipod.

I even went to get the condom for my ipod yesterday @ bugis.
ROFL~ :x

Meeting jerel later @ orchard. Hmm..
Suddenly getting a new device is so troublesome.
Need to get protective pouch/ or screen cover.
Etc.. rawr~ hmm, but it's new and used our own money to buy.
I guess thats why we are so protective of it.

Hmm, ok let me show you the picture taken by Shaun , of my nano. :x

When it comes with the box

Front view

Back view, the engraving!! :x

Currently, this is all. will update again~ :p

quiz quiz

2007-06-28T14:22:00.000+08:00

WAHAHAHAHA!! I'm STUPID!! no.. wait.. is Stoopid!! :x

Onion head DP

2007-06-27T14:29:00.000+08:00

I just went to search for more DP of onion head.
I've found 3 couple DP!!

Normal Expression~

In Love Expression~

Shy Expression~

Isn't they cute?! Either just right click and save, or click the link to use. Keke :x
Ok, shall post another one soon! :p

Hmm. random :x

2007-06-27T11:37:00.000+08:00

Not really random. Just want to show u all. THIS!

keke, talking to him.

Understand why now? :p

5 Reasons Why

2007-06-26T13:49:00.000+08:00

Sex is Good For You! By Laura Snyder

Better sleep. A sexier physique. Stronger immunity. Sound like the effects of the latest wonder drug? Nope, it's just the many physical benefits of having a satisfying sexual relationship.

And all this time you were just making love because it was fun! If you're looking for more reasons to get romantic, consider the following:

You're getting a good workout.
Would you rather run 75 miles or have sex three times a week for one year?
While both burn the same number of calories (about 7,500),
one is decidedly more pleasurable than the other.
Regular sex - which burns approximately
150 calories in a half-hour -- is regular exercise.
You'll have all the same benefits of spending that time in the gym,
including improved circulation, lower cholesterol and the release of
feel-good endorphins.

You won't get sick. According to research by Dr. Carl Charnetski,
professor of psychology at Wilkes University in Wilkes-Barre,
Pa and co-author of Feeling Good is Good For You, people
who reported one or two sexual episodes per week enjoyed
higher levels of Immunoglobin A, the antibody that helps fend of illness.

You'll feel happier.
In addition to the obvious boost in satisfaction,
feeling secure in your relationship leads to a greater sense of well-being.
Women in particular may see even more benefits. Researchers at the
State University of New York at Albany found that women who
regularly came into contact with semen were significantly less
depressed than those who didn't get a dose of those potent sex hormones
and naturally occurring opiates.
You'll reduce stress. People who get it on regularly report that they
handle stress better. The release of climax will get even the most anxious
lover totally relaxed, and you know you'll sleep better.

You'll live longer (and look younger!).
A British study of 1,000 men found that those who had at least two
orgasms per week had half the death rate of those who indulged less
than once a month. Sex can make you look younger, too, according
to neuropsychologist David Weeks, who found that men and women
who reported having sex an average of four times per week looked
approximately 10 years younger than they really were.

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Final Exam

An eccentric philosophy professor gave a one question final exam after a semester dealing with a broad array of topics.

The class was already seated and ready to go when the professor picked up his chair, plopped it on his desk and wrote on the board: "Using everything we have learned this semester, prove that this chair does not exist."

Fingers flew, erasers erased, notebooks were filled in furious fashion. Some students wrote over 30 pages in one hour attempting to refute the existence of the chair. One member of the class however, was up and finished in less than a minute.

Weeks later when the grades were posted, the rest of the group wondered how he could have gotten an A when he had barely written anything at all.

His answer consisted of two words: "What chair?"

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The Perfect Gentleman (Not really?)

During a good manners and etiquette class being held for young children, the teacher says to her students:

"If you were courting a well educated young girl from a prominent family and during a dinner for two you needed to go to the toilet, what would you say to her?"

Mike replies: "Wait a minute, I'm going for a piss."

The teacher says: "That would be very rude and improper on your part."

Charlie replies: "I'm sorry I need to go to the toilet, I'll be back in a minute."

The teacher says: "That's much better but to mention the word ''toilet'' during a meal, is unpleasant."

And Little Johnny says: "My dear, please excuse me for a moment. I have to go shake hands with a personal friend, whom, I hope to be able to introduce to you after dinner. "

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Funny instructions (dumb, infact)

On Sears hairdryer:
Do not use while sleeping.
(Gee, that's the only time I have to work on my hair!)

On a bag of Fritos:
You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside.
(The shoplifter special!)

On a bar of Dial soap:
Directions: Use like regular soap.
(and that would be how?)

On some Swann frozen dinners:
Serving suggestion: Defrost.
(But it's 'just' a suggestion!)

On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert: (printed on bottom of the box)
Do not turn upside down.
(Too late! you lose!)

On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding:
Product will be hot after heating.
(Are you sure? Let's experiment.)

On packaging for a Rowenta iron:
Do not iron clothes on body.
(But wouldn't that save more time?)
(Whose body?)

On Boot's Children's cough medicine:
Do not drive car or operate machinery.
(We could do a lot to reduce the construction accidents if we just kept those 5 year olds off those fork lifts.)

On Nytol sleep aid:
Warning: may cause drowsiness.
(One would hope!)

On a Korean kitchen knife:
Warning: keep out of children.
(hmm...something must have gotten lost in the translation...)

On a string of Christmas lights:
For indoor or outdoor use only.
(As opposed to use in outer space.)

On a food processor:
Not to be used for the other use.
(Now I'm curious.)

On Sainsbury's peanuts:
Warning: contains nuts.
(but no peas?)

On an American Airlines packet of nuts:
Instructions: open packet, eat nuts.
(somebody got paid big bucks to write this one...)

On a Swedish chainsaw:
Do not attempt to stop chain with your hands.
(Raise your hand if you've tried this...)

On a child's Superman costume:
Wearing of this garment does not enable you to fly.
(Oh go ahead! That's right, destroy a universal childhood belief.)

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Okie, shall post some next time. tata~